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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
It is all about Fellowship
Yesterday we had a blackout, about 10 times. It freaked Anna pretty badly but ammused Nick and I. Found out that one of the air-con compressor is down. Solved problem at 11.30 pm. Went back to complete Chemistry questions. Completed at 12 am. Washed up and geared up for bed. Slept at around 12.3o am. Slept for over 6 hrs, woke up at 6.30 am. Went to bathroom, washed up and wore uniform. Went to school. School was alright it waas tiring though but i did tried my best to focus and absorb as much as i could. But failed at maths period, fell asleep for about 20 mins. I didn't do any work at Maths, shame. Finally school ended and i headed down to WestMall to meet Angela for abit of maths tuition. Walked out of school with David talking, we reached the bus stop and more friend came over like Ming Hui, Johnathan, Feng Ru. We talked till bus 106 arrived, we boarded the bus. My ez card was out of cash so i had to pay using coins. On the bus i met up with more classmates.. Cheryl, Magaret and Hui, we talked about Nikki and Huda thinking they're going out hahaha not only that we started talking about Mrs Helen Tan and how LOUD her voice is.. haha. Cheryl started comparing voices of Mrs Tan and Mrs Goh, it was hilirious! The bus arrived at Westmall and we all got down. While walking i met up with Yu Tong, Nicole and Audrey, we talked much but Nic and Aud had to leave so it was left with me and Yu Tong.. we talked about O levels and lots of stuff. Angela arrived and she joined the convo.. we continued for about 5 mins or more. Yutong had to leave so we said our g'byes and guess what !! Yutong agreed to give me chinese tuition for FREE!!! woo!! Angela and I headed towards Mcdonalds, got seats and went to order our food. Our food arrived and we talked for some time while eating our lunch. We talked about CG and mainly placed God in the centre of our conversation, boy! I felt God's presence and so did Angela. But after we finished our meals our lil maths tuition started, i learnt alot about Focus thanks to Angela! shes a great help and just fellowshiping with her at Mc really charged me up and made me feel great. We agreed that we should meet up every Tuesdays, Fridays and Saturdays before CG because i wanted to get to know Angela more and be a friend to her from the CG as she isn't with us often. I want to take time to spend time with my CG members.. I've been doing so with Dan, Sarah, Nicole, Yuan Mei, Sandy, Kok Quan, Angela, Wei Jian, David and i really got to know them more yay! So therefore i must continue to do this and get closer and closer to each of them , get into their lives! There are still many i haven't so i better start doing so.. God I pray you annoint me to know what to say or share with the member i hang out with, and that i may have a meaningful felllowship with them! Amen. :) Members i still ought to fellowship much with : Joann, Min, Winnie (The Boss of W330), Johnathan, Charissa, Isaac and....... James -_-
32 more days till A P R I L!!! <3> MUCH LOVE, RACHEL i'M out.
I couldn't find the lyrics online so i decided to type the lyrics of the song by myself haha.. I'm not sure if it's accurate but yeah check it out, the songs really sweet too:
New Year This Beautiful Republic Even Heroes Need A Parachute
Love… shouldn’t be so tragic, Shouldn’t be dramatic, Shouldn’t take such a toll on you,
Trust… why is our trust fading? Jesus says to trade them, Trade our scars for His promises,
So give Him all your love this time, And give Him everything you are this time, You’ve never been so lucky, to have a friend like Jesus.
Wait… how long will you wait here? Your life flows for a new year, Your healing must begin somewhere.
So give him all your love this time, So give him everything you are this time, You’ve never been so lucky to have a friend like Jesus,
Everything you could ever want, It’s right before you. He is close to your broken heart, Your right where you should been.
So give Him all your love this time, and So give him everything you are this time You’ve never been so lucky, to have a friend like Jesus! Give Him all your love this time, So give Him everything you are this time, You’ve never been so lucky, to have a friend like Jesus. Give him all your love Give him all your love.
You guys have to really get their album because its really worth getting it! 80% of their songs are just beautiful. <3>
One of my many dreams i have in mind is to become a great song composer. Everytime i look at song lyrics such as the one above.. I'm just amazed at how they put the words together and create such a beautiful song, how they combine music notes etc. Man just imagine me composing songs that would top the charts!! ^_^.. Yup im just creating it all in my mind..! Pastor prayed for creativity for the whole church yesterday and the word "composer" kept coming to my mind.. its like a vision because i could clearly see the word composer. I was like woa.. So is that my calling? haha. Maybe i'm not meant to become some worker in the church, maybe i won't become a cellgroup leader or a pastor.. i might just become a great composer someone in the marketplace!! Atfirst when i came to CHC i was always inspired by Bee Leng and David cause they were the ones who always cheered me on and yeah through them i always wanted to become a cgl but now.. its just a blur vision to me. Now i just dont want to become a cgl at all.. isit bad? i don't know i just need someone to answer those questions for me but apparently no one really is there to answer them... so what happens? I'm confused haha "Lord would you send someone to answer those questions i have in mind? Please." Man I was talking Josephine and I realised something I told her Man God is funny sometimes why? Because 1-He has to send Yiquan back to W330 2-Hes using Ahem to make me jealous den God told me "My dear, I'm just testing you! I just wana see how you would react and to see whether you would actually do what you learn in BS! but im sure your guna do just fine! i love you!" and im like GOD?!?!! hahaha but yeah I accept the challenge. YOUR ON! hahaha
33 more days till APRIL!! One more thing to look foward to!
Sometimes don't you feel like life is just unfair sometimes? I bet everyone single human being on earth have ever felt that way before, because at the moment i feel that BUT i know i should not feel this way. God has a perfect plan for each and everyone of us believers. He has perfect timing and I trust in Him. In a cellgroup there is 1-A leader 2-Helpers 3-Ordinary members. I've been in church since I was just Sec 2 during June. Just count i believe you know basic maths. I do my part to serve my leader and members. I'm one of the "helpers" i shouldn't really be a helper because a helper is someone who is potential to become the next cgl in line. Recently, my leader has been talking lots about this member name Jin Yu, she keeps saying oh he is so great, pure and if givent a choice to pick who is the most potential cgl , it is him. Whatever she talks is him, him and hiM! and i'm like cool! (argh we get it already hes your new pet so just shut up already!) its really annoying.. I guess im jealous. But whenever i think of that, Yilun words always come to my mind.. " There will be a moment in your Christian life that those who are new to the cg but will rise up very quickly and overtake you.. they will take over your duties but never, never feel jealous because maybe it is just not your time yet, dont worry because God has a perfect time and has a calling for you. Yes, he is rising up and it seems injustice but you have to accept it, treat it as it is a test God has given you. He wants to see how you would react to this." So yeah it is just not my time yet. But yeah I'm human! sometimes i just feel like all i ever worked hard just went down the drain just like that. But God is always good. He asked me "Rachel, are you serving just because of the title of for me?" I was shocked when i heard and I said "I'm sorry God yes, im not serving just for the title but for you, even though all my hard work isn't recognised i will still continue to serve you" Don't you think God is just amazing? i think He is :D But yeah i was sharing this with Evonne known as Orca haha shes great i think. I'm guna get over this and serve God even more! I feel like talking to Yilun about it but yeah i don't think i will..cause theres no need to. I dont even bother to talk to winnie about it.. Shes probly guna think im some bitch or something so haha :D But still i love Winnie as my leader always will! and I love God! Hes my great daddy God! :D Lord help me to overcome this situation, Iknow i can't do this alone so please be my guide. Holy Sprit help me be more loving and think positive. Take all pride away from my system. I don't want it. Lord i wana love you with all my heart. Teach me how to live my life, and how to have a closer relationship with you! In Jesus Name, Amen. :) And guess whos coming back to w330? Yiquan..Why him :\ But okay i guess i have to love those not very loving ones.. Lord Help ME!! haha
my ku-mah!(orange top) wei wei/grace(middle) and Lin lin(red) (My ah-mm!(carrying dog) and ME!) Anna(left),Sichi(i think..well shes yong's wife!(i think)),Yong and Wei!/Grace Wei/Grace and Jo Group picture!! I'm sure most of you know who's who by now and ohh the dude on the left is Nick! My ah-mm and I ! with Joy (the dog) oh shes wearing a doggy chong-sum! so cute!
Man !! I think this year's cny is one of the best of the past 3 yrs ! Praise the Lord!! I've met up with so many cousins i've not seen for the whole past year and some for a whole decade!! They have changed so much! and so did i :P Yong and Wei are getting married! wow!! Wei's getting married this end of the year! and Yong? i think he already did got married but yeah its so interesting because this is the first time one of my cousins got married to a Muslim but hey! hes wife is really sweet! This year I decided that I would change my style and wear something i hardly or never wear...like example a DRESS! yes my friends a dress. SHOCK SHOCK HORROR?! haha but yeah my family thought it looked great on me.. EGO BOOST! HAHAHA but yeah I love my family.. the NGO family <33 I thank God for the NGOS because they're really great people!! We also met up with one of my ku-marhs called Loong Ku-marh and her daughter and her husband came back to Singapore from Germany as they migrated there! and man her husband sure can talk like...ALOT! hahaha. So the next day they came over to "our" place to have lunch and guess who came along?! Loong Ku Marh's Son's wife and their lil daughter!!! I promise you shes the cutest baby i've ever met! Her eyes were amaazingly big but not too big that makes her look like a freak and shes just..AWW so cute! Loong Ku Marh's Son's wife is SO pretty!! haha and shes so fun to hang out with too! We had a great time and ate lots of good food especially the Sushi prepared by my ah-mM! and oh oh Long Yee's daughter who lives at Germany asked me to come over to Germany to visit them and she can bring me all over Europe to show me and she offered to pay for my plane ticket!!! AMAZINGGG!!! i wana aask joe to come with me! XD I would probly go after my O's YAY !! must start counting down :P Apparently theres 39 more days till April!!!!!!! ahhhhh!! i can't wait!!!!! Because thats the day we are moving to our new house at BB !! Our new house is just great! because its so near to the MRT!!! <3 and most of my cg members place!!! Mom and I were at one of Westmall's cafes talking what we should do to our new house. I told her i wanted to paint the house and my room with funky colours!! and she agreed!! (YAY) but she said to ask help from the cg (oooo!! i should ask Hanxiang and Dan they are really good at art!X]) Mom said she wanted them to help write Scripture verses on the walls of the living room and all over the house!! wow i might just put the whole bible on the walls of my house!! hahaha!! den i wont need to use the bible to finish my bible reading i could just read my walls!! hahahaha!! i came up with an idea of painting our door and the area around the entrance with some really cute colour .. maybe .. i dont know but yeah! and paint words of : THE NGO FAMILY . COOL HUH?! man my new house would be rocking the whoole of Singapore man! xD God Please make this Possible! :D
My three-quarter pants! First in this year! <3 My Handbag, For feminine clothes LOL Aw.. i won't abandon my other bags dont worry!!
I like the design! but its abit short but ay i still like it !
At first i thought this top looks weird but the design was so pretty! my cousin persuaded me to get it.. and yeah i got it and i didn't regret it!
My aunt gave me this top! and yeah i like it !!
Another Dress my aunt gave me its BEAUTIFUL!!
This "dress" i got it from Far East Plaza! I like it :D Man im becoming a dress lover :O But thats good!
Yup This is another picture of the dress my aunt gave me Its Love.
Another Top i got from Far East! I'm guna wear it with my jeans!
I feel pretty much blessed.. Even though my pockets is empty but there wasn't a day that go by that we were in lack! Amen!! Haha I just wana thank God, Mum and My aunt for blessing me with all this clothes and plus theres about 4 more tops my aunt blessed me with! but i couldn't be bothered to take pics of it haha :P I feel great. Guna go meet Dan to chill at Jurong Library soon! God bless the fellowship we are guna have and make it a fruitful one amen :P
hahahaha chinese new year is coming v.soon!! i almost typed Childrens day :\ hahahaha. OKAY well today was a long (sorta) day i had like...1..2..3..4..5!! tests all at one go today!! I had like TWO maths, geography, chinese anddd PHYSICS tests which i did pretty well!! i got like 12/15 !! i could of gotten like full marks if i just was more careful and not made stupid mistakes.. argh!! but it was good!! I feel pretty smart :P after school i went to Clementi to get myself a meal at Mcdonalds just a lil present for myself on Valentines day !! hahahaha came home slacked and rested my brain.. blah blah blah blah.. so dinner arrived.. and we had ...SASHIMI!!! YUM YUM i love sashimi its just the best food God gave to men! after dinner i went for a walk at the park with my ahma, ahmm, ah bei anndd joy! (the dog) it was pretty windy and there was SO MANY STARS well..6 its pretty alot for Singapore skies okay lol ! Talked with my ahma as i helped her walk proper and safely..but it was pretty tiring!! hahaha but yeah it was a great time! anndd.. aw Mr D likes Ms J awwww!! BUT YET SO AMMUSING!1 HAHAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing but yeah its just so cute. well thats about it for my day! tomorrow theres CNY service at church and i bet theres guna be lots of chinese singing >< oh no!! but nvm i can make it! i can read chinese PRETTY well... Laters!!
Today i pon school ><> OH MY GOODNESS!! BLOGGER DELETED WHAT I TYPED ABOUT MY DAY YESTERDAYYY!!! IM GUNA BURST. okay im calmed..breathes in and out.. OKAY WHATEVER! lool
Tody Mac - Portable sounds
This beautiful republic-Even heroes need a parachute
Superchic[k]- Beauty from pain
Clemency - The beauty of it all
Candle fuse - Never go unheard
Marylene and the sons of disaster - The day hell broke loose
God's Indie Bands - 3rd edition
Anberlin - Cities
Class Case - Losing at life
The Fray - How to save a life
Bon Jovi - Crush
Hinder - Extreme Behavior
Shelley Leong - Storyteller
The Moffats - Chapter one : A new biginning
Relient K - Five score and seven years ago , The anatomy of the tongue in cheek, Deck the halls and bruise your hand, Singles and Two lefts don't make a right
Falling up - Exit lights , Crashing
Reuben Morgain - World through your eyes
Salvador - Dismiss the mystery
Run Kid Run - This is who we are
Snapshots- Live and Fan Favorite ( Chris Rice)
Sonicflood - Glimpse
Stellar Kart - All gas, No break . We can't stand sitting down
Mainstay - Well meaning fiction
Newsboys- Go
Leigh Nash - Blue on blue
Last Tuesday - Become what you believe
Jennifer Paige
Mae - Destination
Mat Kearney- Nothing Left To Lose
Paradice - Live
Vicky Beeching- Yesterday, Today & Forever
Youth Alive Victoria
Brooke Fraser-What to do with daylight
Dalton - Taste the sky
Nikelback- All the right reasons
Nakashima Mika - Love, Music
Barlow Girl - Another journal entry (Expanded edition)
Okay, from 1-9 those are my new albums! and from 1-37 these are the albums i put inside the IPOD!! i'm pretty proud of it XD And most of them are christian bands, wait maybe ALL!!!! <33
God I want to fall in love with YOU!!!
Oh Oh !!!! Josephine is my new best buddy!! hahaha Poor Kenneth !!!
That song represents how i really feel, or rather how I've been feeling towards life and God.
Lyrics:
Why, why are You still here with me, Didn't You see what I've done? In my shame I want to run And hide myself there But its here I see the truth I don't deserve You But I need You to love me, And I, I won't keep my heart from You this time And I'll stop this pretending that I can Somehow deserve what I already have I need You to love me I, I have wasted so much time Pushing You away from me I just never saw how You could cherish me Cuz You're a God who has all things And still You want me And I need You to love me, And I, I won't keep my heart from You this time And I'll stop this pretending that I can Somehow deserve what I already have I need You to love me Your love makes me forget what I have been Your love makes me see who I really am Your love makes me forget what I have been Oh, oh And I need You to love me, yeah I need You to love me, yea-ee-yea And I'll stop this pretending that I can Somehow deserve what I already have Somehow deserve what I already have I need You to love me...yeah I need you to... Oh, oh... oh, oh... (repeat 3x) Love me...love me...(fade) Barlowgirl - I Need You to Love Me Song Lyrics from "Another Journal Entry (2005)"
Anyways my days been great so far. (Thank God!) I was chatting with Joe online awhile ago and for some reason our talk about me getting her a box of nerds on Sunday cheered her up..! haha Praise the Lord!! Now shes all happy , YAY. She asked me "Rach how do you do that?! how did you get me all charged up and just makes me want to do my physics?! haha and iwas like hm i dont know really know :P All i knew God helped me. Gods just amazing.. really and i love Him. Today i had two chem test together..it was way tiring but thank God i thought it was O.K although i didn't study much for it. I can't wait till Saturday for some reason i just can't! Can't wait to go for Cellgroup haha!! :P 1pm. Here i come! Countdown: 4 more days!!
I came across this video on Youtube.. And it really made me feel God's love, presence surround me as i listened to it.. Amazing stuff check it out
Lyrics:
For all the times I've failed You, Lord Forgive me For all the ways I've fallen shortLord, forgive me nowGod, I'm so in need of grace I fall upon my face Forgive me You see the tears fall down my face Forgive me Take my fear, Lord, take my shame Lord, forgive me now Purify me, make me new Like only You can do Forgive me (Forgive me now)Lord, we come to honour You We are forgivenWe bring our love and thanks to YouWe are forgiven nowGod we praise You for Your grace Before You we are raisedForgiven God we praise You for Your grace Before You we are raised Forgiven Ohh Forgiven Rebecca St. James - Forgive Me ft. BarlowGirl Song Lyrics from "Other Songs".
Be blessed! haha
Oh Oh and i feel like this too -- (well sometimes)
Lyrics:
I waited for you today But you didn't show No no no I needed you today So where did you go? You told me to call Said you'd be there And though I haven't seen You Are you still there? I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here, and I'm never alone And though I cannot see You And I can't explain why Such a deep, deep reassurance You've placed in my life We cannot separate 'Cause You're part of me And though You're invisible I'll trust the unseen I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here, and I'm never alone We cannot separate 'Cause You're part of me And though You're invisible I'll trust the unseen I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here, and I'm never alone Barlowgirl - Never Alone Song Lyrics from "BarlowGirl (2004)".
I'm back! I had a great weekend, mostly spent at Expo. Lets just summarise it- It was awesome, i was renewed, revived and charged up. Did you check out my new playlist up ontop ?! its so cool huh !! :P It took me quite some time to complete it!! Do enjoy! I'm can't be bothered typing out how my day and weekend went so i'll do it when i can be bothered! AH.... Tomorrow i have a Chem test..!! Need to head towards the books soon right after dinner. Goodbye!
