Monday, March 26, 2007
I'm over it
I'm glad to say.. IM NOT ANGRY NO MORE! :D I'm like SOOOO over it man. that was like So last year. hahaha :) Peace Off ! hahaha. Kidding!
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 7:51 PM
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I just dont get it!?
I just don't get it! I just dont get why Annabel has to be such a brat sometimes no wait , just wait did i just said sometimes? NO! damnit i meant MOST OF THE TIMES!... REALLY!
1- She hardly.. ( i dont wana say never so yea ) admits shes wrong although she is actually in wrong.. she would argue till the end.
2- She takes my stuff without PERMISSION.
3- She loves to nag. Shes worst den my mom..wait i dont mean that actually cause actually my moms worst.
4- She HAS to get her way ALL the time..or else she rolls on the floor .. scream and yell. Run to mommy and she gets her way.
5- She likes to be in the middle of the attraction ALL the time..even when people aren't asking her a question she answers the question anyways.
LIKE HELLO!? I don't get why i have her as a sister. Call myself unlucky. Somedays i just wish she could just disappear into thin air so i won't need to get all angry.
BUTT.. you see "Please forgive her God, as she knows nothing of what shes doing"
Some people really get on my nerves sometimes too. Example this guy with a name with the letter D. I used to like him as a good good friend but now hes just SO irritating! i don't get it really. Its like hes trying SO HARD to make himself look cool and whatever! Whenever he hangs with us hes like "oh im so darn funny , please laugh at my jokes!" and he laughs at hes jokes. Btw, when he comments on you, he really doesn't know how to comment smart. For example,There i was playing and not singing proper and he has to go " um..your singing out of tune la! i bet you dont know how to tune your guit and use it to practice no wonder your so out of tune." and i was like... um.. HELLO!? i never said i was a singing diva? i was just playing damn you la i have a sense of humor.. and i dont need to sing intune ALL THE TIME?! so please just piss off. argh. I know your very talented in music so please dont think everyone around you have it too. Thats not the first time since he came back anyways.. theres been many of times but i just had to like.. "rennnn". Now i really know why kaikee gets so pissed and offended by him many of the times. But again.. we arent perfect. There will always be people out there who will piss me off.. but ay i just have to get over it and move on , forgive and forget.. Hard but ay thats the way of life. I Promise.. after i close this blog il just move on and go on with my life and be nice to THESE people.. around me. O.k BYE.
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 3:13 PM
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
Nil
Yesterday , i went for service and Pst Phil was the speaker.. It was one great service!!
I was reading the bible , because i've decided one of my goals is to get to know the bible really well!! I've realised, i know that i've been a bad girl and haven't been reading the bible much.. but yeah! thats not the point. The point is that i came upon this verse James 4:7-10
Submit yourselves then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and He will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Grieve mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves before the Lord and He will lift you up.
Kay well, see i dont really get this area :
Grieve mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom.
(I'll just leave that for the Holy Sprit to talk to me about it haha)
One of the points : Faith - attitude inside of me
How to switch faith on?
Answer : Change my attitude
"Stop being angry, rejoice!" <- Thats what the bible says!
I shall decide to be happy!
"Think of the problem that is worrying you now... Now smile :) cuz you know your guna beat it face on! and come out even stronger!"
If i dont eat my enemies, I'll lose.
My decision : I will rule my emmotions, den i will have to rule my mind. Great attitude in my thinking. I can control my thinking , if not my mind will move into the negative!
What should i do with my mind? - Praying in tongues
- Quoting scriptures in my mind
- Making great visions from God
My tongue -> keyboard
My brain -> Computer
The devil uses worries and lust to take away the great seed that was placed inside us.
My vision : To love the word of God
Question:How can i do that?
Answer: 1- Hearing
2- Reading
3- Studying
4-Memorizing
5- Meditation - To mutter
what is meditation? -> Going through the word over and over in my mind.
The bible is my food.
But you see what really interested me was:
I had to know
1- My desire inside of me.
Got to know what i want
what should i do in order to follow that?
Answer: write down what I want. Be pacific
The model kind of prayer : Pacific prayers.
2- Decide
God wants us to want what we want! and have it.
"You do not know how good He is until He gives you your desires.
My desires are important to God! (woo!)
3-Ask for it!
"God i want this......,ask with consistency!"
Faith is like a battery. When it runs out we can always charge it and it would be full again!
4- Receive it
"what is in my mind, is out there"
Pray and receive!
5- See it <- I must, MUST see it!
6- Speaking it <- Prophesying it
My words creates my world! (wow!)
7- Act it <- Step out of my boat and make my dreams happen!
(when i step out, God will amplify my effort!)
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So You know what i'll list down what i want in my life. Pacifically.
I want...
1- My own Mp4 player. Brand : Creative. Size: 8 GB. Name: Zen V Plus. Colour: Black & Green
Price :$299
2- Sound system. Brand : Creative. Model: Inspire T300 Price : $69
3- Flatscreen LCD. Brand : LG. Model : L1900R Price: $459
4- A flat screen TV in my own room! Brand : LG. Model: 21FS4RLX Price:_lge.jpg)
8-Go into Sound Engineering at SAE Institute. Get a diploma and after that head for a Degree or
Go into Entertainment Buisness.
Cost for Diploma : (Audio Engineering) $9500
Cost for Degree : (Audio Engineering) $11400
Time: 2 yrs total. Full Time!
9- In order to get in there i want my O level results to be :
English - A1
Chinese -C5
Maths - B3
Combined Humanities - A1
Combined Science - A2
POA - B4
CCA - A2
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 12:33 PM
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Friday, March 16, 2007
Persuit of HappYness
I like the colour blue. It makes me feel good when i look at it :)
I like Photography.. It makes me feel good when i look at it :)I like good music .. It makes me feel good when i listen to it :)
I like a good combination of words.. It makes me feel smart - er :)
I want a good sound system, a good sound system would give me joy :)
Persuit of happYness...
I want to live a life filled with abundance, and not in lack.. because God said he is my provider :)
Dark colours, Light colours...whatsoever, it brings Life :)
I don't like people with an ego way too large for their own good. >:(
They wouldn't accept they are wrong :\
Such arrogance... tsk :(
But still we love them. Its hard, but thats how life is. :)
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Anyways, i have updated my music playlist. :) I'll list them down.
New songs:
1- Chris Daughtry - Used to (**)
2- Chris Daughtry - All these lives
3- Chris Daughtry -What about now
4- Chris Daughtry - Feels like tonight
5- Guy Sebastian - Elevator love
6- Guy Sebastian - Cover on my heart(**)
7- Guy Sebastian - Unbreakable
8- Guy Sebastian - Boyfriend
9- Guy Sebastian - Takin' me over
10- Matt Wertz - Carolina
11- Matt Wertz - Heartbreaker
12- Matt Wertz - 5:19 (**)
13- Matt Wertz - Like the last time
14- Matt Wertz - With you, tonight
15- Forever the sickest kids - Brittany
Can't be arsed...haha I'll upload more laters! Enjoy.
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 2:24 PM
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Hello? Are you there?
DAY 2 OF DANIEL FAST, 20 MORE DAYS TO GO!
An Insight to meditate on: Prayer gives life to your spritual body!
God's Word to heartify: "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God" Phil 4:6
A question to ask: Are you as desperate about prayer as someone under water gasping for air? In both cases, the end result is same - physical death or spritual death. Think deeply about it today and take a long breath.
Let us pray: Lets pray desperately like a man under water. Then take a prayer walk with God an talk to Him. Share your heart out! He is listening - and He is smiling!
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Yesterday I spent the whole day out with Josephine at town. We were meant to watch 2 movies with her school for some kind of ... Charity? In the end... hahaha! we didn't because we thought the two movies were pretty..gay. [2 movies for S$15, free drinks and popcorn]
So we went over to the counter and there was a very pleasant lady there and she was so friendly with us!! :D we asked for the price of one ticket and she told us it was S$6.50!!! we felt relieved because if we had joined Joe's school we had to pay a dollar fifty more! We ended up getting two tickets for two shows - 300 and Letters from two Miwo Jima. Our shows ended at 11:50 p.m! But thank God we planned before hand which bus we would take and the timings of that particular bus we would take.
We never knew, NEVER knew that 300 was M18!? only when we passed the poster on the way to enter the theatre of 300! hahaha the uncle was like SHOCKED when he looked at me but not Joe -_- WHY?! im like older den her im 17!? (well guna be 17) But we got through so thats all good. AND! Letters from Miwo Jima was like N16.. haha and joes like what 15? But she got through so it was all good again!
The theatre for 300 was a WOW! but.. for Miro Jima was CRAPPY OLD!? and the seats were..wayy uncomfortable but we ended moving right to the back where the seats were atleast abit more comfortable haha :P
300 was abit disturbing but it was still good! but Miro Jima was ..just too long for me or it was jusst me too tired to enjoy it :P 
Theatre for 300! so huge and grand!
Proof that we got in, and i think we were like the youngest there since it was M18 hahaha (Joe was laughing at disturbing parts !?)
Joe didn't take the pics for the old theatre haha
18 more days till moving time...!!
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 12:51 PM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
Something Extra
What is the proper motive for prayer? It is to communicate with God and express our love to Him.
You direct your prayers to God because your first motive is to have a relationship with Him, not to get things from Him.
For WINNING sake. Simply put , "You cannot win without praying!" The spritual war rages on daily whether we want it or not. It is like saying, "You cannot win a battle if you don;t fight!" "You cannot win a swim competition without jumping into the water!" "You cannot win a surfing competition upon the mountain!" "You cannot win a Tour de France in Hawaii!" Should i go on? The point is that you need to do and be where it counts.
The apostle Paul said to the church in Ephesus, "Finally, my bethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Put on the whole armour of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil ... praying always and supplication in the Sprit , being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints."
Daniel experienced a breakthrough after praying for 21 days. The prince of Persia was the spritual force that guided the advancement of the world government. Gabriel had been sent by God, but the Satanic princes, or fallen angels, made war against Gabriel- Santan not wanting Daniel's prayer to be answered. Michael , the Archangel, was called in to assist Gabriel in the battle.
In this story, the angel of the Lord said to Daniel, "Do not fear, Daniel for from the first day that you set your heart to understand, and to humble yourself before your God,( I think what he meant about that meant he decided to think that he cant do this alone but only with God and submitting to God in prayer...)your words were heard; I have come because of your words. ( Woah, my words are that powerful, "Ask and it would be given...Seek and You will find" ) But the Prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me twenty-one days; and behold, Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me, for I had been left alone there with the Kings of Persia. (Dan 10:12-13)
The prophet Daniel had fasted and prayed for 21 days. The length of time necessary for God's spritual forces to overcome the work of the enemy for Daniel was 21 days. Of course, our mighty God can do it in one second if He desires, but it seems that out of those 21 days of waiting on the Lord, God worked on Daniel as much as He was solving Daniel's problem.
Amazing! when i read that, i was reminded that the devil would never win if i have God on my side. Although sometimes, my prayer requests takes some time to be answered. But if i keep hold of it and have faith that it would come to past... in the end it will always be answered. I realised God is amazing He put us in situation to teach us something, and we always come out of that problem strong, full of power as Jesus did when He came out of the deserts after.. a very long time. God always reminds me that He will never leave me nor forsake me, no matter what. He tells me that i matter more to Him then the natural habitat (Fishes,Birds, Plants...etc).
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 4:35 PM
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Hey Hey You You!
Ahaha! Man i saw Avril's new video/song on MTV the other day and i think its darn hilarious, not that it sounds THAT bad.. it actually sounds pretty good! :O
watch it!! hahaha
Right now im reading this book called - The prayer driven life :O its pretty good!
21 day Daniel fast?! no meat for me for a whole 21 days?! .... Oh Father Lord Help me! , SAVE ME!! but ay it would do me good :P Ill lose some weight.. 8-)
Oh Oh!! another thing I'm in Benny Hinn's Choir!! LOL! Yay for me because i don't need to queue and garantee seats for me! WOO :D
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 2:46 PM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Ma Ma Mia!
hahaha.. Today.. I DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL! haha need a day rest i suppose :) Due to that i don't think i'll be going for bible study either. Anyways my phone died on me, apparently my dad forgot to pay my bill LOL. I really can't be bothered to update my blog so i'm not guna type much here.
24 more days till April!!
Mom can't stand Lina its funny. She wants to move in to our new place FAST so please, oh pleasae March would you pass us by as quick as ever!!
Btw this is Rachel.
Not Josephine. hahaha XD - Thanks for helping me update my blog!
Your truly my BEST FRIEND!
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 1:53 PM
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
HELLO EVERYONE!
This is Josephine stepping in for rachel because she is too lazy to update!!! hahahah
So let me inttoduce myself!
I'm Josephine! :)
And I can proudly say that I am best friends with Rachel!! :D
Are you? (HA!)
This is Josephine stepping in for rachel because she is too lazy to update!!! hahahah
So let me inttoduce myself!
I'm Josephine! :)
And I can proudly say that I am best friends with Rachel!! :D
Are you? (HA!)
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We love to do random things like go to the career fair, make plans to travel together & we always laugh like mad!! :)
Rachel!
Do you know that I have known you for over a year(coming to two!!)But I seem to have known you like forever!!
I remember the first time we met!!
At YiLun's house for BS!
I looked so guai ok! School uniform, high socks, white(fine, grey) shoes!! :) Then I was pretty freaked out by you because you was so noisy!!
And you was freaked out by me cause I was so quite!!
But then when I got to know you better, hahahh we are
UNSTOPABLE!!! :D
Noisy like siao!!
And you was freaked out by me cause I was so quite!!
But then when I got to know you better, hahahh we are
UNSTOPABLE!!! :D
Noisy like siao!!
However, there is something I have to complain about!
You nevernevernever answers my calls!!!!!!
And refuses to call me because I have free incoming!!
MEANIE!! ):
But yes,since you are so nice, I shall overlook this tragic matter!
we have loads of fun together!
Too bad you lives in the west and me in the east!
If not! HAHAHA we can shop everyday!!
Next time rachel!
We study in Melbourne and stay in the same apartment!! HAHAHAH YAY!
Then you can have your band coming over and I get free entertainment!! :D
we have loads of fun together!
Too bad you lives in the west and me in the east!
If not! HAHAHA we can shop everyday!!
Next time rachel!
We study in Melbourne and stay in the same apartment!! HAHAHAH YAY!
Then you can have your band coming over and I get free entertainment!! :D
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Alright! I will be seeing you this sunday! Wait, you transfered service!! ):
Hmm!! But im sure i'll be seeing you soon!!! hahahaha
Next week = holidays!!! YAY
So meet up meet up!!
Lastly, to end. I would like to say THANK YOU rachel who has always been there for me!! Even though I can be moody bitch!! Hahaha But you always support me and drag me back to reality and realize that everything is not as bad as i make it out to seem!! (ok lah, i drama here and there!!)
So yes rachel!! :)
LOVE you like A LOT!! <3
So yes rachel!! :)
LOVE you like A LOT!! <3
posted by: Cheers_Darling @ 9:08 PM
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