Captain Rachel Underpants

Hello Cyber world..

2008-01-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

THAT IS ELLIE,
Guess what cyber world?! Rachel got a job at SMC for a month yeepie..!!
Rachel will be fit again, run or atleast some form of exercise everyday! least for about 30 mins!
Kay well im feeling emo all of the sudden.. iw ant a best friend.. :( a friend that i can share my day with and not feel like an idiot sharing and that she/he appreciates what i share with her/him.. I want a friend that i can be crazy with and she/he will not get annoyed.. i want a friend that i can share EVERYTHING with :( LOL gosh rach...why are you so ... nvm :P
I mean yeah Gods my best mate but u'kno i want someone here for me.. to be able to hold me when i feel like this at times ... :(
But yeah i made new friends and their names are Seth and Ellie! theyre from Australia (victoria) and New Zealand ( wonder which part but yeah apparently the upper part ) LOL sometimes i wish they live here i mean theyre such happy people .. we can be dumb together and just be happy! go hyper together and theres nothing wrong... :D
ELLIE, SETh come to singapore :(

Pictures time!! (YAY!!)

1st picture : SETH (my skater dude)
2nd Picture : ELLIE (She look decent but isnt really... looks can be deceiving pal!)
3rd Picture : MEEE ( What cha loooking at pal!? )
4th Picture: MEE again...( EH?)
5th Picture :MEE Once again.. ( OOOO!!! )

Im blogging, and its 4.24 am.. WTH hahaa XD

2007-12-15T04:23:00.000+08:00

Today went greatt my afternoon was spent at home resting and when evening came Carl drove over to pick me up cuz we were going on a date *wink wink* haha! And i have to say it was a great date haha, maybe atfirst abit shy but den it gets going eh? We had dinner at my fav SOBA place, it was great as usual :P My set was nicer tho AHA! xD oh wells..
After dinner, we drove over to Bishan to some school where they had Breakaway camp. It was fun, we missed the campfire though haha.. but mannn they were so high! i couldnt get myself to be that high though hahaa :P
After visiting camp and had a mini svc, Carl and I went over to VIVO to catch a midnight movie called ... (i'll update i forgot) but yeah it was a documentary about the war - Jap and China.. it was depressing though lool. Winnie and her bunch of friends were there watching too and after the film we drove to SENTOSA! so cool huh?! drove.. wow :P had drinks over at the bar (ok..rachs getting tired to type proper....) hahaha but yeah they were sharing their funny stories they had in Bankok but the weird thing is that i couldnt get myself to laugh i mean it was funny i get it but i couldnt laugh :S LOLL maybe the film was too depressing too serious i wasn't really in a mood to enjoy humor ? orr maybe i was too tired haha! yeah maybe eh? Oh well im guna go to bed really soon! need sleep ... LOL

Its 3.02 am and im blogging...WTH?

2007-12-14T03:02:00.001+08:00

AHA! Today was pretty O.K :). Today i kiked myself off bed to meet Winnie and we went to CENE for KTV with her JC mate - Caren/Karen. HAHA omggg.. Rach's chinese is H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E ... so cannot make it can !! So paisei.. but yeah Both Winnie and Caren's chinese was pretty good compared to mine and yeah KTV was fine but u know when u can't speak much chinese and when you do , you sound like a FOOOL and when u hang out with two ladies who speaks chinese and enjoy speaking it u kinda will feel left out. But it was fine sometimes its good to just be alone be quiet let them have their own space i mean hello theyre old mates since JC! wow i mean if i were to meet my Primary school mate againa nd hang out, we'll be talking so much about our past and yeah :P Hope they got their catching up eh? haha i mean yeah its my fault that i felt left out too i mean i could choose to like try get into their convo and like click with em but id idnt, well i did but u know that kind of feeling that u s hould just stay out of it and leave em be? well that was the feeling. Being left out isnt a good feeling lol its pretty awful actually. Haha i hope winnie doesn't feel bad though cuz i might have looked dat i was pretty darn pissed but i wasn't just not used getting left out :P Hey winnie if ur reading this I STILL LOVE U!! hahaha.
Oh well after that i went to Kea Ailins place to chill (shes my primary school mate, we used to be BFF can?!) hahaha it was fun stayed there for dinner was actually meant to leave at 10 but ended up leaving at 2+ am >< Sarah came over too! Aw i missed her!! We watched Ratatouille and cam whored. As usual? yup pretty much :P haha~ Sarah and I den shared a cab back home i dropped her off at her place and i went off to my way. The trip costd me less den 20 bucks IM SO HAPPY :) lool! i actually thought i wouldn't have enough cash. XD I made friends with the cab driver too haha we talked about alot of things! All the way till my door step. Malays are fun people.. so social-ble.
Later I've got a date with Carl, must wear nice. *wink wink* hahaha but naa were just friends. He drives btw. ^^ AHA!~

Heres my Picture Blog: (P.S: Start from the bottom)

This is Ailin...

Here we go, Start Camwhoring :P

Me, tired LOL
Sarah!! <3
While i was bored.
Winnie And Caren
AH!?!?! OMG WHOS IS THIS?!

I do have my camwhoring days.. haha

2007-12-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

Some people are good at taking Buildings, Nature, basically their surroundings. But there are some people who are good at taking pictures of people... and i think i'm one of those people who are better at taking pictures of people haha.
I feel that my pictures come out best with good lightings, bright backgrounds and nice walls. 8-) HAHA and definitely a happy model.

updates

2007-12-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

While Browsing Through My Pictures

2007-12-07T02:22:00.001+08:00

I got sick of WordPress Because they post my pics way to big :)

2007-12-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

The truth is, I haven't been blogging for ages! So! Updates Updates :

I'm done with my O's

I'm currently Jobless

I'm back in action in my Church Ministry : StrikeForce

I'm still 17

Thats about it. Now, I wana list down what i want to achieve and own by the end of this year 2007.

What i want to achieve :

Go for more golf sessions to improve

Start playing Squash again

To kayack (W/e u spell that)

Guitar Lessons

Start going for BS once again

Go jogging more often!

Get a job

What i want to own :

New pair of golf gloves

Two squash rackets

New accoustic guitar

More money (duh)

More clothes

A pair of new jeans

New pair of glasses

More dresses (Shock shock horror?!)

Swatch Watch

Laptop

Speaker Amp

LCD SCREEN

ITouch :D

Thats about it for now 8-)

Here are some pictures i've taken recently:

Prom 2007

I'll update more pics in my next post :)

2007-05-13T17:55:00.000+08:00

Okay apparently Blogger has screweed up abit :S but yeah..
My Vision : TO BE ABLE TO TALK PROPER CHINESE ANDD DO WELL FOR CHINESE TOO!
:)

2007-05-10T14:27:00.000+08:00

I've got a second blog! go check it out! :D http://uk.360.yahoo.com/captainrachelunderpants But of course i'll still be updating on this blog too DUH ;)

:D

2007-04-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

2007-04-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

I was just playing with the new photo editing software Daniel sent me.

More to come...

2007-04-29T01:08:00.000+08:00

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Facts about my handwriting

2007-04-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

P/s: Boopy is me 8-)
******* The Analysis Starts Here *******

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Boopy has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Boopy fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Boopy has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Boopy just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Boopy finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Boopy is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Boopy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Boopy basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Boopy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Boopy slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Boopy can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Boopy will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Boopy will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Boopy believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Boopy is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Boopy will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Boopy an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Boopy is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Boopy is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Boopy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

A story by me :)

2007-04-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

I never really liked smiling for the camera.. so i was always making faces which..made my mom annoyed "RACHEL SMILE PROPERLY ALREADY!"
So ...alright alright OK OK il do as u say "giggles"
My first ever "bf!" :P
Sneeky look ... " muahaha..im guna hit u with my WALKIE TALKIE! " My alien hand sign...

I see a friend and go "LOOK MAN I CAN DO SPECIAL SIGNS WITH MY FINGERS CAN U OH LOOK I CAN DO IT WITH BOTH ACTUALLY AHHAHA!!" Mom:" RACHEL! PLEASE FOR ONCE STAND STILL WERE TAKING A PICTURE!" aNNA" UH..whats up doc"

"LET ME GOO " Dads pretty annoyed already but still have to smile for the camera.. :P Annas so blur!
So thats me..Right now..afew months ago :p

Updates

2007-04-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

compare! hahaaha
I was reading Min's blog and i realise she does make a point there. These days i find it so hard to focus on th CG stuff for some reason. But eh I just pray that it will all improve, God u got to help me man!

Tada!

2007-04-03T15:40:00.000+08:00

I found old pics! haha Thats Me and Ailin before heading to some party..
In the Party! haha damn..i'm the only one not wearing a dress cause i just finished work and AILIN didn't tell me anything. Pft :)

I'm living in my new home now ! 202 :) Its SO near the MRT and i like it that way!! I have apparently around 3-4 provision shops to choose from..so i can start comparing prices!! :D hahaha I even have a coffee shop to have both my dinner and lunch there! You see the picture above? YEP thats part of my room! One of the many parts of the room that I'M VERY proud of :P 4 big BOSE speakers. Sound is pretty decent besides the amp, which apparently can't read cds really well!! :( so i connect it to the MP3 instead :) BUTT the connection over here is CRAP! Theres many connections but they're either locked or just not stable! :( I'm having difficulty uploading pictures now.. but yeah i just have to wait till my dad gets internet connection and i pray its SOON!! Because i might suffer from Internet withdrawal symptoms.
I'm getting rather impatient from trying to upload the pics over and over again just because the connection decides to DISCONNECT!! Pft.

I'm over it

2007-03-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

I'm glad to say.. IM NOT ANGRY NO MORE! :D I'm like SOOOO over it man. that was like So last year. hahaha :) Peace Off ! hahaha. Kidding!

I just dont get it!?

2007-03-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

I just don't get it! I just dont get why Annabel has to be such a brat sometimes no wait , just wait did i just said sometimes? NO! damnit i meant MOST OF THE TIMES!... REALLY!
1- She hardly.. ( i dont wana say never so yea ) admits shes wrong although she is actually in wrong.. she would argue till the end.
2- She takes my stuff without PERMISSION.
3- She loves to nag. Shes worst den my mom..wait i dont mean that actually cause actually my moms worst.
4- She HAS to get her way ALL the time..or else she rolls on the floor .. scream and yell. Run to mommy and she gets her way.
5- She likes to be in the middle of the attraction ALL the time..even when people aren't asking her a question she answers the question anyways.
LIKE HELLO!? I don't get why i have her as a sister. Call myself unlucky. Somedays i just wish she could just disappear into thin air so i won't need to get all angry.
BUTT.. you see "Please forgive her God, as she knows nothing of what shes doing"
Some people really get on my nerves sometimes too. Example this guy with a name with the letter D. I used to like him as a good good friend but now hes just SO irritating! i don't get it really. Its like hes trying SO HARD to make himself look cool and whatever! Whenever he hangs with us hes like "oh im so darn funny , please laugh at my jokes!" and he laughs at hes jokes. Btw, when he comments on you, he really doesn't know how to comment smart. For example,There i was playing and not singing proper and he has to go " um..your singing out of tune la! i bet you dont know how to tune your guit and use it to practice no wonder your so out of tune." and i was like... um.. HELLO!? i never said i was a singing diva? i was just playing damn you la i have a sense of humor.. and i dont need to sing intune ALL THE TIME?! so please just piss off. argh. I know your very talented in music so please dont think everyone around you have it too. Thats not the first time since he came back anyways.. theres been many of times but i just had to like.. "rennnn". Now i really know why kaikee gets so pissed and offended by him many of the times. But again.. we arent perfect. There will always be people out there who will piss me off.. but ay i just have to get over it and move on , forgive and forget.. Hard but ay thats the way of life. I Promise.. after i close this blog il just move on and go on with my life and be nice to THESE people.. around me. O.k BYE.

Nil

2007-03-18T12:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday , i went for service and Pst Phil was the speaker.. It was one great service!!
I was reading the bible , because i've decided one of my goals is to get to know the bible really well!! I've realised, i know that i've been a bad girl and haven't been reading the bible much.. but yeah! thats not the point. The point is that i came upon this verse James 4:7-10
Submit yourselves then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and He will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. Grieve mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves before the Lord and He will lift you up.
Kay well, see i dont really get this area :
Grieve mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom.
(I'll just leave that for the Holy Sprit to talk to me about it haha)
One of the points : Faith - attitude inside of me

How to switch faith on?

Answer : Change my attitude

"Stop being angry, rejoice!" <- Thats what the bible says!

I shall decide to be happy!

"Think of the problem that is worrying you now... Now smile :) cuz you know your guna beat it face on! and come out even stronger!"

If i dont eat my enemies, I'll lose.

My decision : I will rule my emmotions, den i will have to rule my mind. Great attitude in my thinking. I can control my thinking , if not my mind will move into the negative!

What should i do with my mind? - Praying in tongues

- Quoting scriptures in my mind

- Making great visions from God

My tongue -> keyboard

My brain -> Computer

The devil uses worries and lust to take away the great seed that was placed inside us.

My vision : To love the word of God

Question:How can i do that?

Answer: 1- Hearing

2- Reading

3- Studying

4-Memorizing

5- Meditation - To mutter

what is meditation? -> Going through the word over and over in my mind.

The bible is my food.

But you see what really interested me was:

I had to know

1- My desire inside of me.

Got to know what i want

what should i do in order to follow that?

Answer: write down what I want. Be pacific

The model kind of prayer : Pacific prayers.

2- Decide

God wants us to want what we want! and have it.

"You do not know how good He is until He gives you your desires.

My desires are important to God! (woo!)

3-Ask for it!

"God i want this......,ask with consistency!"

Faith is like a battery. When it runs out we can always charge it and it would be full again!

4- Receive it

"what is in my mind, is out there"

Pray and receive!

5- See it <- I must, MUST see it!

6- Speaking it <- Prophesying it

My words creates my world! (wow!)

7- Act it <- Step out of my boat and make my dreams happen!

(when i step out, God will amplify my effort!)

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So You know what i'll list down what i want in my life. Pacifically.

I want...

1- My own Mp4 player. Brand : Creative. Size: 8 GB. Name: Zen V Plus. Colour: Black & Green

Price :$299

2- Sound system. Brand : Creative. Model: Inspire T300 Price : $69

3- Flatscreen LCD. Brand : LG. Model : L1900R Price: $459

4- A flat screen TV in my own room! Brand : LG. Model: 21FS4RLX Price:

5- Home Theatre System! Brand : LG. Model:LH-T7632MB (2 sets. one for the living room and one for my own room)

6- Electric Accoustic Guitar. Brand: Ibanez. Model:AEL10-BK

7- Guitar digital entertainment centre. Brand :Fender. Model: G-dec

8-Go into Sound Engineering at SAE Institute. Get a diploma and after that head for a Degree or

Go into Entertainment Buisness.

Cost for Diploma : (Audio Engineering) $9500

Cost for Degree : (Audio Engineering) $11400

Time: 2 yrs total. Full Time!

9- In order to get in there i want my O level results to be :

English - A1

Chinese -C5

Maths - B3

Combined Humanities - A1

Combined Science - A2
POA - B4

CCA - A2

Persuit of HappYness

2007-03-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

I like the colour blue. It makes me feel good when i look at it :)

I like Photography.. It makes me feel good when i look at it :)
I like good music .. It makes me feel good when i listen to it :)
I like a good combination of words.. It makes me feel smart - er :)
I want a good sound system, a good sound system would give me joy :)
Persuit of happYness...
I want to live a life filled with abundance, and not in lack.. because God said he is my provider :)
Dark colours, Light colours...whatsoever, it brings Life :)
I don't like people with an ego way too large for their own good. >:(
They wouldn't accept they are wrong :\
Such arrogance... tsk :(
But still we love them. Its hard, but thats how life is. :)
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Anyways, i have updated my music playlist. :) I'll list them down.
New songs:
1- Chris Daughtry - Used to (**)
2- Chris Daughtry - All these lives
3- Chris Daughtry -What about now
4- Chris Daughtry - Feels like tonight
5- Guy Sebastian - Elevator love
6- Guy Sebastian - Cover on my heart(**)
7- Guy Sebastian - Unbreakable
8- Guy Sebastian - Boyfriend
9- Guy Sebastian - Takin' me over
10- Matt Wertz - Carolina
11- Matt Wertz - Heartbreaker
12- Matt Wertz - 5:19 (**)
13- Matt Wertz - Like the last time
14- Matt Wertz - With you, tonight
15- Forever the sickest kids - Brittany

Can't be arsed...haha I'll upload more laters! Enjoy.

Hello? Are you there?

2007-03-13T12:51:00.000+08:00

DAY 2 OF DANIEL FAST, 20 MORE DAYS TO GO!

An Insight to meditate on: Prayer gives life to your spritual body!

God's Word to heartify: "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God" Phil 4:6

A question to ask: Are you as desperate about prayer as someone under water gasping for air? In both cases, the end result is same - physical death or spritual death. Think deeply about it today and take a long breath.

Let us pray: Lets pray desperately like a man under water. Then take a prayer walk with God an talk to Him. Share your heart out! He is listening - and He is smiling!

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Yesterday I spent the whole day out with Josephine at town. We were meant to watch 2 movies with her school for some kind of ... Charity? In the end... hahaha! we didn't because we thought the two movies were pretty..gay. [2 movies for S$15, free drinks and popcorn]

So we went over to the counter and there was a very pleasant lady there and she was so friendly with us!! :D we asked for the price of one ticket and she told us it was S$6.50!!! we felt relieved because if we had joined Joe's school we had to pay a dollar fifty more! We ended up getting two tickets for two shows - 300 and Letters from two Miwo Jima. Our shows ended at 11:50 p.m! But thank God we planned before hand which bus we would take and the timings of that particular bus we would take.

We never knew, NEVER knew that 300 was M18!? only when we passed the poster on the way to enter the theatre of 300! hahaha the uncle was like SHOCKED when he looked at me but not Joe -_- WHY?! im like older den her im 17!? (well guna be 17) But we got through so thats all good. AND! Letters from Miwo Jima was like N16.. haha and joes like what 15? But she got through so it was all good again!

The theatre for 300 was a WOW! but.. for Miro Jima was CRAPPY OLD!? and the seats were..wayy uncomfortable but we ended moving right to the back where the seats were atleast abit more comfortable haha :P

300 was abit disturbing but it was still good! but Miro Jima was ..just too long for me or it was jusst me too tired to enjoy it :P

Theatre for 300! so huge and grand! Proof that we got in, and i think we were like the youngest there since it was M18 hahaha (Joe was laughing at disturbing parts !?)

Joe didn't take the pics for the old theatre haha

18 more days till moving time...!!

Something Extra

2007-03-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

What is the proper motive for prayer? It is to communicate with God and express our love to Him.
You direct your prayers to God because your first motive is to have a relationship with Him, not to get things from Him.
For WINNING sake. Simply put , "You cannot win without praying!" The spritual war rages on daily whether we want it or not. It is like saying, "You cannot win a battle if you don;t fight!" "You cannot win a swim competition without jumping into the water!" "You cannot win a surfing competition upon the mountain!" "You cannot win a Tour de France in Hawaii!" Should i go on? The point is that you need to do and be where it counts.
The apostle Paul said to the church in Ephesus, "Finally, my bethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Put on the whole armour of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil ... praying always and supplication in the Sprit , being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints."

Daniel experienced a breakthrough after praying for 21 days. The prince of Persia was the spritual force that guided the advancement of the world government. Gabriel had been sent by God, but the Satanic princes, or fallen angels, made war against Gabriel- Santan not wanting Daniel's prayer to be answered. Michael , the Archangel, was called in to assist Gabriel in the battle.
In this story, the angel of the Lord said to Daniel, "Do not fear, Daniel for from the first day that you set your heart to understand, and to humble yourself before your God,( I think what he meant about that meant he decided to think that he cant do this alone but only with God and submitting to God in prayer...)your words were heard; I have come because of your words. ( Woah, my words are that powerful, "Ask and it would be given...Seek and You will find" ) But the Prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me twenty-one days; and behold, Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me, for I had been left alone there with the Kings of Persia. (Dan 10:12-13)
The prophet Daniel had fasted and prayed for 21 days. The length of time necessary for God's spritual forces to overcome the work of the enemy for Daniel was 21 days. Of course, our mighty God can do it in one second if He desires, but it seems that out of those 21 days of waiting on the Lord, God worked on Daniel as much as He was solving Daniel's problem.

Amazing! when i read that, i was reminded that the devil would never win if i have God on my side. Although sometimes, my prayer requests takes some time to be answered. But if i keep hold of it and have faith that it would come to past... in the end it will always be answered. I realised God is amazing He put us in situation to teach us something, and we always come out of that problem strong, full of power as Jesus did when He came out of the deserts after.. a very long time. God always reminds me that He will never leave me nor forsake me, no matter what. He tells me that i matter more to Him then the natural habitat (Fishes,Birds, Plants...etc).

Hey Hey You You!

2007-03-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

Ahaha! Man i saw Avril's new video/song on MTV the other day and i think its darn hilarious, not that it sounds THAT bad.. it actually sounds pretty good! :O

watch it!! hahaha
Right now im reading this book called - The prayer driven life :O its pretty good!
21 day Daniel fast?! no meat for me for a whole 21 days?! .... Oh Father Lord Help me! , SAVE ME!! but ay it would do me good :P Ill lose some weight.. 8-)
Oh Oh!! another thing I'm in Benny Hinn's Choir!! LOL! Yay for me because i don't need to queue and garantee seats for me! WOO :D

Ma Ma Mia!

2007-03-07T13:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. Today.. I DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL! haha need a day rest i suppose :) Due to that i don't think i'll be going for bible study either. Anyways my phone died on me, apparently my dad forgot to pay my bill LOL. I really can't be bothered to update my blog so i'm not guna type much here.

24 more days till April!!

Mom can't stand Lina its funny. She wants to move in to our new place FAST so please, oh pleasae March would you pass us by as quick as ever!!

Btw this is Rachel.
Not Josephine. hahaha XD - Thanks for helping me update my blog!
Your truly my BEST FRIEND!

2007-03-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

This is Josephine stepping in for rachel because she is too lazy to update!!! hahahah

So let me inttoduce myself!
I'm Josephine! :)
And I can proudly say that I am best friends with Rachel!! :D
Are you? (HA!)

We love to do random things like go to the career fair, make plans to travel together & we always laugh like mad!! :)

Rachel!

Do you know that I have known you for over a year(coming to two!!)
But I seem to have known you like forever!!
I remember the first time we met!!

At YiLun's house for BS!

I looked so guai ok! School uniform, high socks, white(fine, grey) shoes!! :)

Then I was pretty freaked out by you because you was so noisy!!
And you was freaked out by me cause I was so quite!!
But then when I got to know you better, hahahh we are
UNSTOPABLE!!! :D
Noisy like siao!!

However, there is something I have to complain about!

You nevernevernever answers my calls!!!!!!

And refuses to call me because I have free incoming!!

MEANIE!! ):

But yes,since you are so nice, I shall overlook this tragic matter!
we have loads of fun together!
Too bad you lives in the west and me in the east!
If not! HAHAHA we can shop everyday!!
Next time rachel!
We study in Melbourne and stay in the same apartment!! HAHAHAH YAY!
Then you can have your band coming over and I get free entertainment!! :D

Alright! I will be seeing you this sunday! Wait, you transfered service!! ):
Hmm!! But im sure i'll be seeing you soon!!! hahahaha

Next week = holidays!!! YAY

So meet up meet up!!

Lastly, to end. I would like to say THANK YOU rachel who has always been there for me!! Even though I can be moody bitch!! Hahaha But you always support me and drag me back to reality and realize that everything is not as bad as i make it out to seem!! (ok lah, i drama here and there!!)
So yes rachel!! :)
LOVE you like A LOT!! <3

It is all about Fellowship

2007-02-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had a blackout, about 10 times. It freaked Anna pretty badly but ammused Nick and I. Found out that one of the air-con compressor is down. Solved problem at 11.30 pm. Went back to complete Chemistry questions. Completed at 12 am. Washed up and geared up for bed. Slept at around 12.3o am. Slept for over 6 hrs, woke up at 6.30 am. Went to bathroom, washed up and wore uniform. Went to school. School was alright it waas tiring though but i did tried my best to focus and absorb as much as i could. But failed at maths period, fell asleep for about 20 mins. I didn't do any work at Maths, shame. Finally school ended and i headed down to WestMall to meet Angela for abit of maths tuition. Walked out of school with David talking, we reached the bus stop and more friend came over like Ming Hui, Johnathan, Feng Ru. We talked till bus 106 arrived, we boarded the bus. My ez card was out of cash so i had to pay using coins. On the bus i met up with more classmates.. Cheryl, Magaret and Hui, we talked about Nikki and Huda thinking they're going out hahaha not only that we started talking about Mrs Helen Tan and how LOUD her voice is.. haha. Cheryl started comparing voices of Mrs Tan and Mrs Goh, it was hilirious! The bus arrived at Westmall and we all got down. While walking i met up with Yu Tong, Nicole and Audrey, we talked much but Nic and Aud had to leave so it was left with me and Yu Tong.. we talked about O levels and lots of stuff. Angela arrived and she joined the convo.. we continued for about 5 mins or more. Yutong had to leave so we said our g'byes and guess what !! Yutong agreed to give me chinese tuition for FREE!!! woo!!
Angela and I headed towards Mcdonalds, got seats and went to order our food. Our food arrived and we talked for some time while eating our lunch. We talked about CG and mainly placed God in the centre of our conversation, boy! I felt God's presence and so did Angela. But after we finished our meals our lil maths tuition started, i learnt alot about Focus thanks to Angela! shes a great help and just fellowshiping with her at Mc really charged me up and made me feel great. We agreed that we should meet up every Tuesdays, Fridays and Saturdays before CG because i wanted to get to know Angela more and be a friend to her from the CG as she isn't with us often. I want to take time to spend time with my CG members.. I've been doing so with Dan, Sarah, Nicole, Yuan Mei, Sandy, Kok Quan, Angela, Wei Jian, David and i really got to know them more yay! So therefore i must continue to do this and get closer and closer to each of them , get into their lives! There are still many i haven't so i better start doing so.. God I pray you annoint me to know what to say or share with the member i hang out with, and that i may have a meaningful felllowship with them! Amen. :)
Members i still ought to fellowship much with : Joann, Min, Winnie (The Boss of W330), Johnathan, Charissa, Isaac and....... James -_-

32 more days till A P R I L!!! <3>
MUCH LOVE,
RACHEL

i'M out.

This Beautiful Republic

2007-02-25T17:16:00.000+08:00

I couldn't find the lyrics online so i decided to type the lyrics of the song by myself haha.. I'm not sure if it's accurate but yeah check it out, the songs really sweet too:

New Year
This Beautiful Republic
Even Heroes Need A Parachute

Love… shouldn’t be so tragic,
Shouldn’t be dramatic,
Shouldn’t take such a toll on you,

Trust… why is our trust fading?
Jesus says to trade them,
Trade our scars for His promises,

So give Him all your love this time,
And give Him everything you are this time,
You’ve never been so lucky, to have a friend like Jesus.

Wait… how long will you wait here?
Your life flows for a new year,
Your healing must begin somewhere.

So give him all your love this time,
So give him everything you are this time,
You’ve never been so lucky to have a friend like Jesus,

Everything you could ever want,
It’s right before you.
He is close to your broken heart,
Your right where you should been.

So give Him all your love this time, and
So give him everything you are this time
You’ve never been so lucky, to have a friend like Jesus!
Give Him all your love this time,
So give Him everything you are this time,
You’ve never been so lucky, to have a friend like Jesus.
Give him all your love
Give him all your love.

You guys have to really get their album because its really worth getting it! 80% of their songs are just beautiful. <3>

One of my many dreams i have in mind is to become a great song composer. Everytime i look at song lyrics such as the one above.. I'm just amazed at how they put the words together and create such a beautiful song, how they combine music notes etc. Man just imagine me composing songs that would top the charts!! ^_^.. Yup im just creating it all in my mind..! Pastor prayed for creativity for the whole church yesterday and the word "composer" kept coming to my mind.. its like a vision because i could clearly see the word composer. I was like woa.. So is that my calling? haha. Maybe i'm not meant to become some worker in the church, maybe i won't become a cellgroup leader or a pastor.. i might just become a great composer someone in the marketplace!! Atfirst when i came to CHC i was always inspired by Bee Leng and David cause they were the ones who always cheered me on and yeah through them i always wanted to become a cgl but now.. its just a blur vision to me. Now i just dont want to become a cgl at all.. isit bad? i don't know i just need someone to answer those questions for me but apparently no one really is there to answer them... so what happens? I'm confused haha "Lord would you send someone to answer those questions i have in mind? Please."
Man I was talking Josephine and I realised something I told her Man God is funny sometimes why? Because 1-He has to send Yiquan back to W330 2-Hes using Ahem to make me jealous den God told me "My dear, I'm just testing you! I just wana see how you would react and to see whether you would actually do what you learn in BS! but im sure your guna do just fine! i love you!" and im like GOD?!?!! hahaha but yeah I accept the challenge. YOUR ON! hahaha

33 more days till APRIL!! One more thing to look foward to!

Ignorance Is Bliss

2007-02-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

Sometimes don't you feel like life is just unfair sometimes? I bet everyone single human being on earth have ever felt that way before, because at the moment i feel that BUT i know i should not feel this way. God has a perfect plan for each and everyone of us believers. He has perfect timing and I trust in Him.
In a cellgroup there is 1-A leader 2-Helpers 3-Ordinary members. I've been in church since I was just Sec 2 during June. Just count i believe you know basic maths. I do my part to serve my leader and members. I'm one of the "helpers" i shouldn't really be a helper because a helper is someone who is potential to become the next cgl in line. Recently, my leader has been talking lots about this member name Jin Yu, she keeps saying oh he is so great, pure and if givent a choice to pick who is the most potential cgl , it is him. Whatever she talks is him, him and hiM! and i'm like cool! (argh we get it already hes your new pet so just shut up already!) its really annoying.. I guess im jealous. But whenever i think of that, Yilun words always come to my mind.. " There will be a moment in your Christian life that those who are new to the cg but will rise up very quickly and overtake you.. they will take over your duties but never, never feel jealous because maybe it is just not your time yet, dont worry because God has a perfect time and has a calling for you. Yes, he is rising up and it seems injustice but you have to accept it, treat it as it is a test God has given you. He wants to see how you would react to this." So yeah it is just not my time yet. But yeah I'm human! sometimes i just feel like all i ever worked hard just went down the drain just like that. But God is always good. He asked me "Rachel, are you serving just because of the title of for me?" I was shocked when i heard and I said "I'm sorry God yes, im not serving just for the title but for you, even though all my hard work isn't recognised i will still continue to serve you" Don't you think God is just amazing? i think He is :D But yeah i was sharing this with Evonne known as Orca haha shes great i think. I'm guna get over this and serve God even more! I feel like talking to Yilun about it but yeah i don't think i will..cause theres no need to. I dont even bother to talk to winnie about it.. Shes probly guna think im some bitch or something so haha :D But still i love Winnie as my leader always will! and I love God! Hes my great daddy God! :D
Lord help me to overcome this situation, Iknow i can't do this alone so please be my guide. Holy Sprit help me be more loving and think positive. Take all pride away from my system. I don't want it. Lord i wana love you with all my heart. Teach me how to live my life, and how to have a closer relationship with you! In Jesus Name, Amen. :)
And guess whos coming back to w330? Yiquan..Why him :\ But okay i guess i have to love those not very loving ones.. Lord Help ME!! haha

39 more days to A P R I L !!!

2007-02-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN ON CNY 2007 !

my ku-mah!(orange top) wei wei/grace(middle) and Lin lin(red)
(My ah-mm!(carrying dog) and ME!)
Anna(left),Sichi(i think..well shes yong's wife!(i think)),Yong and Wei!/Grace
Wei/Grace and Jo
Group picture!! I'm sure most of you know who's who by now and ohh the dude on the left is Nick!

My ah-mm and I ! with Joy (the dog) oh shes wearing a doggy chong-sum! so cute!

Man !! I think this year's cny is one of the best of the past 3 yrs ! Praise the Lord!! I've met up with so many cousins i've not seen for the whole past year and some for a whole decade!! They have changed so much! and so did i :P Yong and Wei are getting married! wow!! Wei's getting married this end of the year! and Yong? i think he already did got married but yeah its so interesting because this is the first time one of my cousins got married to a Muslim but hey! hes wife is really sweet! This year I decided that I would change my style and wear something i hardly or never wear...like example a DRESS! yes my friends a dress. SHOCK SHOCK HORROR?! haha but yeah my family thought it looked great on me.. EGO BOOST! HAHAHA but yeah I love my family.. the NGO family <33 I thank God for the NGOS because they're really great people!!
We also met up with one of my ku-marhs called Loong Ku-marh and her daughter and her husband came back to Singapore from Germany as they migrated there! and man her husband sure can talk like...ALOT! hahaha. So the next day they came over to "our" place to have lunch and guess who came along?! Loong Ku Marh's Son's wife and their lil daughter!!! I promise you shes the cutest baby i've ever met! Her eyes were amaazingly big but not too big that makes her look like a freak and shes just..AWW so cute! Loong Ku Marh's Son's wife is SO pretty!! haha and shes so fun to hang out with too! We had a great time and ate lots of good food especially the Sushi prepared by my ah-mM! and oh oh Long Yee's daughter who lives at Germany asked me to come over to Germany to visit them and she can bring me all over Europe to show me and she offered to pay for my plane ticket!!! AMAZINGGG!!! i wana aask joe to come with me! XD I would probly go after my O's YAY !! must start counting down :P
Apparently theres 39 more days till April!!!!!!! ahhhhh!! i can't wait!!!!! Because thats the day we are moving to our new house at BB !! Our new house is just great! because its so near to the MRT!!! <3 and most of my cg members place!!! Mom and I were at one of Westmall's cafes talking what we should do to our new house. I told her i wanted to paint the house and my room with funky colours!! and she agreed!! (YAY) but she said to ask help from the cg (oooo!! i should ask Hanxiang and Dan they are really good at art!X]) Mom said she wanted them to help write Scripture verses on the walls of the living room and all over the house!! wow i might just put the whole bible on the walls of my house!! hahaha!! den i wont need to use the bible to finish my bible reading i could just read my walls!! hahahaha!! i came up with an idea of painting our door and the area around the entrance with some really cute colour .. maybe .. i dont know but yeah! and paint words of : THE NGO FAMILY . COOL HUH?! man my new house would be rocking the whoole of Singapore man! xD God Please make this Possible! :D

CNY is TOMORROW!

2007-02-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

My three-quarter pants! First in this year! <3
My Handbag, For feminine clothes LOL Aw.. i won't abandon my other bags dont worry!!

I like the design! but its abit short but ay i still like it !

At first i thought this top looks weird but the design was so pretty! my cousin persuaded me to get it.. and yeah i got it and i didn't regret it!

My aunt gave me this top! and yeah i like it !!

Another Dress my aunt gave me its BEAUTIFUL!!

This "dress" i got it from Far East Plaza! I like it :D Man im becoming a dress lover :O But thats good!

Yup This is another picture of the dress my aunt gave me Its Love.

Another Top i got from Far East! I'm guna wear it with my jeans!

I feel pretty much blessed.. Even though my pockets is empty but there wasn't a day that go by that we were in lack! Amen!! Haha I just wana thank God, Mum and My aunt for blessing me with all this clothes and plus theres about 4 more tops my aunt blessed me with! but i couldn't be bothered to take pics of it haha :P I feel great. Guna go meet Dan to chill at Jurong Library soon! God bless the fellowship we are guna have and make it a fruitful one amen :P

GONG XI FA CAI!! NIAN NIAN YO YU!!

2007-02-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

hahahaha chinese new year is coming v.soon!! i almost typed Childrens day :\ hahahaha. OKAY well today was a long (sorta) day i had like...1..2..3..4..5!! tests all at one go today!! I had like TWO maths, geography, chinese anddd PHYSICS tests which i did pretty well!! i got like 12/15 !! i could of gotten like full marks if i just was more careful and not made stupid mistakes.. argh!! but it was good!! I feel pretty smart :P after school i went to Clementi to get myself a meal at Mcdonalds just a lil present for myself on Valentines day !! hahahaha came home slacked and rested my brain.. blah blah blah blah.. so dinner arrived.. and we had ...SASHIMI!!! YUM YUM i love sashimi its just the best food God gave to men! after dinner i went for a walk at the park with my ahma, ahmm, ah bei anndd joy! (the dog) it was pretty windy and there was SO MANY STARS well..6 its pretty alot for Singapore skies okay lol ! Talked with my ahma as i helped her walk proper and safely..but it was pretty tiring!! hahaha but yeah it was a great time! anndd.. aw Mr D likes Ms J awwww!! BUT YET SO AMMUSING!1 HAHAHAHA i couldn't stop laughing but yeah its just so cute. well thats about it for my day! tomorrow theres CNY service at church and i bet theres guna be lots of chinese singing >< oh no!! but nvm i can make it! i can read chinese PRETTY well... Laters!!

I want to fall in love with YOU!

2007-02-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

Today i pon school ><> OH MY GOODNESS!! BLOGGER DELETED WHAT I TYPED ABOUT MY DAY YESTERDAYYY!!! IM GUNA BURST. okay im calmed..breathes in and out.. OKAY WHATEVER! lool

Tody Mac - Portable sounds

This beautiful republic-Even heroes need a parachute

Superchic[k]- Beauty from pain

Clemency - The beauty of it all

Candle fuse - Never go unheard

Marylene and the sons of disaster - The day hell broke loose

God's Indie Bands - 3rd edition

Anberlin - Cities

Class Case - Losing at life

The Fray - How to save a life

Bon Jovi - Crush

Hinder - Extreme Behavior

Shelley Leong - Storyteller

The Moffats - Chapter one : A new biginning

Relient K - Five score and seven years ago , The anatomy of the tongue in cheek, Deck the halls and bruise your hand, Singles and Two lefts don't make a right

Falling up - Exit lights , Crashing

Reuben Morgain - World through your eyes

Salvador - Dismiss the mystery

Run Kid Run - This is who we are

Snapshots- Live and Fan Favorite ( Chris Rice)

Sonicflood - Glimpse

Stellar Kart - All gas, No break . We can't stand sitting down

Mainstay - Well meaning fiction

Newsboys- Go

Leigh Nash - Blue on blue

Last Tuesday - Become what you believe

Jennifer Paige

Mae - Destination

Mat Kearney- Nothing Left To Lose

Paradice - Live

Vicky Beeching- Yesterday, Today & Forever

Youth Alive Victoria

Brooke Fraser-What to do with daylight

Dalton - Taste the sky

Nikelback- All the right reasons

Nakashima Mika - Love, Music

Barlow Girl - Another journal entry (Expanded edition)

Okay, from 1-9 those are my new albums! and from 1-37 these are the albums i put inside the IPOD!! i'm pretty proud of it XD And most of them are christian bands, wait maybe ALL!!!! <33

God I want to fall in love with YOU!!!

Oh Oh !!!! Josephine is my new best buddy!! hahaha Poor Kenneth !!!

Tiny,Tangy,Crunchy Candy!!-wonka nerds

2007-02-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

That song represents how i really feel, or rather how I've been feeling towards life and God.

Lyrics:

Why, why are You still here with me, Didn't You see what I've done? In my shame I want to run And hide myself there But its here I see the truth I don't deserve You But I need You to love me, And I, I won't keep my heart from You this time And I'll stop this pretending that I can Somehow deserve what I already have I need You to love me I, I have wasted so much time Pushing You away from me I just never saw how You could cherish me Cuz You're a God who has all things And still You want me And I need You to love me, And I, I won't keep my heart from You this time And I'll stop this pretending that I can Somehow deserve what I already have I need You to love me Your love makes me forget what I have been Your love makes me see who I really am Your love makes me forget what I have been Oh, oh And I need You to love me, yeah I need You to love me, yea-ee-yea And I'll stop this pretending that I can Somehow deserve what I already have Somehow deserve what I already have I need You to love me...yeah I need you to... Oh, oh... oh, oh... (repeat 3x) Love me...love me...(fade)
Barlowgirl - I Need You to Love Me Song Lyrics from "Another Journal Entry (2005)"

Anyways my days been great so far. (Thank God!) I was chatting with Joe online awhile ago and for some reason our talk about me getting her a box of nerds on Sunday cheered her up..! haha Praise the Lord!! Now shes all happy , YAY. She asked me "Rach how do you do that?! how did you get me all charged up and just makes me want to do my physics?! haha and iwas like hm i dont know really know :P All i knew God helped me. Gods just amazing.. really and i love Him. Today i had two chem test together..it was way tiring but thank God i thought it was O.K although i didn't study much for it. I can't wait till Saturday for some reason i just can't! Can't wait to go for Cellgroup haha!! :P 1pm. Here i come! Countdown: 4 more days!!

I came across this video on Youtube.. And it really made me feel God's love, presence surround me as i listened to it.. Amazing stuff check it out

Lyrics:

For all the times I've failed You, Lord Forgive me For all the ways I've fallen shortLord, forgive me nowGod, I'm so in need of grace I fall upon my face Forgive me You see the tears fall down my face Forgive me Take my fear, Lord, take my shame Lord, forgive me now Purify me, make me new Like only You can do Forgive me (Forgive me now)Lord, we come to honour You We are forgivenWe bring our love and thanks to YouWe are forgiven nowGod we praise You for Your grace Before You we are raisedForgiven God we praise You for Your grace Before You we are raised Forgiven Ohh Forgiven
Rebecca St. James - Forgive Me ft. BarlowGirl Song Lyrics from "Other Songs".

Be blessed! haha

Oh Oh and i feel like this too -- (well sometimes)

Lyrics:

I waited for you today But you didn't show No no no I needed you today So where did you go? You told me to call Said you'd be there And though I haven't seen You Are you still there? I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here, and I'm never alone And though I cannot see You And I can't explain why Such a deep, deep reassurance You've placed in my life We cannot separate 'Cause You're part of me And though You're invisible I'll trust the unseen I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here, and I'm never alone We cannot separate 'Cause You're part of me And though You're invisible I'll trust the unseen I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here, and I'm never alone
Barlowgirl - Never Alone Song Lyrics from "BarlowGirl (2004)".

Yada Yada!!

2007-02-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

I'm back! I had a great weekend, mostly spent at Expo. Lets just summarise it- It was awesome, i was renewed, revived and charged up.
Did you check out my new playlist up ontop ?! its so cool huh !! :P It took me quite some time to complete it!! Do enjoy! I'm can't be bothered typing out how my day and weekend went so i'll do it when i can be bothered!
AH.... Tomorrow i have a Chem test..!! Need to head towards the books soon right after dinner.
Goodbye!

finally

2007-01-31T09:45:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i have blogged huh? I don't know how to start though >< href="http://www.purevolume.com/dalton">www.purevolume.com/dalton They are my current favourite band ! But yeah Heres a song about how i feel now :
"Be My Escape"I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fateThis one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life awayAnd I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the keyAnd I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of meAnd even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going becauseI gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistakeI gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.I’m giving up on doing this alone nowCause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown howHe’s told me the way and I’m trying to get thereAnd this life sentence that I’m servingI admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fairCause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the keyAnd I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of meAnd even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going becauseI gotta get outta here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shakeI gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.I am a hostage to my own humanitySelf detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve madeAnd all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with meBut I can’t ask You to give what You already gave Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the keyAnd I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of meAnd even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going becauseI’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistakeI’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.I fought You for so longI should have let You in Oh how we regret those things we doAnd all I was trying to do was save my own skin But so were You So were You.
Man that sounds really Emo..
Well My bible reading:
Mark 3 (New King James Version)
New King James Version (NKJV)
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.
Mark 3
Healing on the Sabbath 1 And He entered the synagogue again, and a man was there who had a withered hand. 2 So they watched Him closely, whether He would heal him on the Sabbath, so that they might accuse Him. 3 And He said to the man who had the withered hand, “Step forward.” 4 Then He said to them, “Is it lawful on the Sabbath to do good or to do evil, to save life or to kill?” But they kept silent. 5 And when He had looked around at them with anger, being grieved by the hardness of their hearts, He said to the man, “Stretch out your hand.” And he stretched it out, and his hand was restored as whole as the other.[a] 6 Then the Pharisees went out and immediately plotted with the Herodians against Him, how they might destroy Him.
A Great Multitude Follows Jesus 7 But Jesus withdrew with His disciples to the sea. And a great multitude from Galilee followed Him, and from Judea 8 and Jerusalem and Idumea and beyond the Jordan; and those from Tyre and Sidon, a great multitude, when they heard how many things He was doing, came to Him. 9 So He told His disciples that a small boat should be kept ready for Him because of the multitude, lest they should crush Him. 10 For He healed many, so that as many as had afflictions pressed about Him to touch Him. 11 And the unclean spirits, whenever they saw Him, fell down before Him and cried out, saying, “You are the Son of God.” 12 But He sternly warned them that they should not make Him known.
The Twelve Apostles 13 And He went up on the mountain and called to Him those He Himself wanted. And they came to Him. 14 Then He appointed twelve,[b] that they might be with Him and that He might send them out to preach, 15 and to have power to heal sicknesses and[c] to cast out demons: 16 Simon,[d] to whom He gave the name Peter; 17 James the son of Zebedee and John the brother of James, to whom He gave the name Boanerges, that is, “Sons of Thunder”; 18 Andrew, Philip, Bartholomew, Matthew, Thomas, James the son of Alphaeus, Thaddaeus, Simon the Cananite; 19 and Judas Iscariot, who also betrayed Him. And they went into a house.
A House Divided Cannot Stand 20 Then the multitude came together again, so that they could not so much as eat bread. 21 But when His own people heard about this, they went out to lay hold of Him, for they said, “He is out of His mind.” 22 And the scribes who came down from Jerusalem said, “He has Beelzebub,” and, “By the ruler of the demons He casts out demons.” 23 So He called them to Himself and said to them in parables: “How can Satan cast out Satan? 24 If a kingdom is divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand. 25 And if a house is divided against itself, that house cannot stand. 26 And if Satan has risen up against himself, and is divided, he cannot stand, but has an end. 27 No one can enter a strong man’s house and plunder his goods, unless he first binds the strong man. And then he will plunder his house.
The Unpardonable Sin 28 “Assuredly, I say to you, all sins will be forgiven the sons of men, and whatever blasphemies they may utter; 29 but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit never has forgiveness, but is subject to eternal condemnation”— 30 because they said, “He has an unclean spirit.”
Jesus’ Mother and Brothers Send for Him 31 Then His brothers and His mother came, and standing outside they sent to Him, calling Him. 32 And a multitude was sitting around Him; and they said to Him, “Look, Your mother and Your brothers[e] are outside seeking You.” 33 But He answered them, saying, “Who is My mother, or My brothers?” 34 And He looked around in a circle at those who sat about Him, and said, “Here are My mother and My brothers! 35 For whoever does the will of God is My brother and My sister and mother.”
Exodus 25
Offerings for the Sanctuary 1 Then the LORD spoke to Moses, saying: 2 “Speak to the children of Israel, that they bring Me an offering. From everyone who gives it willingly with his heart you shall take My offering. 3 And this is the offering which you shall take from them: gold, silver, and bronze; 4 blue, purple, and scarlet thread, fine linen, and goats’ hair; 5 ram skins dyed red, badger skins, and acacia wood; 6 oil for the light, and spices for the anointing oil and for the sweet incense; 7 onyx stones, and stones to be set in the ephod and in the breastplate. 8 And let them make Me a sanctuary, that I may dwell among them. 9 According to all that I show you, that is, the pattern of the tabernacle and the pattern of all its furnishings, just so you shall make it.
The Ark of the Testimony 10 “And they shall make an ark of acacia wood; two and a half cubits shall be its length, a cubit and a half its width, and a cubit and a half its height. 11 And you shall overlay it with pure gold, inside and out you shall overlay it, and shall make on it a molding of gold all around. 12 You shall cast four rings of gold for it, and put them in its four corners; two rings shall be on one side, and two rings on the other side. 13 And you shall make poles of acacia wood, and overlay them with gold. 14 You shall put the poles into the rings on the sides of the ark, that the ark may be carried by them. 15 The poles shall be in the rings of the ark; they shall not be taken from it. 16 And you shall put into the ark the Testimony which I will give you. 17 “You shall make a mercy seat of pure gold; two and a half cubits shall be its length and a cubit and a half its width. 18 And you shall make two cherubim of gold; of hammered work you shall make them at the two ends of the mercy seat. 19 Make one cherub at one end, and the other cherub at the other end; you shall make the cherubim at the two ends of it of one piece with the mercy seat. 20 And the cherubim shall stretch out their wings above, covering the mercy seat with their wings, and they shall face one another; the faces of the cherubim shall be toward the mercy seat. 21 You shall put the mercy seat on top of the ark, and in the ark you shall put the Testimony that I will give you. 22 And there I will meet with you, and I will speak with you from above the mercy seat, from between the two cherubim which are on the ark of the Testimony, about everything which I will give you in commandment to the children of Israel.
The Table for the Showbread 23 “You shall also make a table of acacia wood; two cubits shall be its length, a cubit its width, and a cubit and a half its height. 24 And you shall overlay it with pure gold, and make a molding of gold all around. 25 You shall make for it a frame of a handbreadth all around, and you shall make a gold molding for the frame all around. 26 And you shall make for it four rings of gold, and put the rings on the four corners that are at its four legs. 27 The rings shall be close to the frame, as holders for the poles to bear the table. 28 And you shall make the poles of acacia wood, and overlay them with gold, that the table may be carried with them. 29 You shall make its dishes, its pans, its pitchers, and its bowls for pouring. You shall make them of pure gold. 30 And you shall set the showbread on the table before Me always.
The Gold Lampstand 31 “You shall also make a lampstand of pure gold; the lampstand shall be of hammered work. Its shaft, its branches, its bowls, its ornamental knobs, and flowers shall be of one piece. 32 And six branches shall come out of its sides: three branches of the lampstand out of one side, and three branches of the lampstand out of the other side. 33 Three bowls shall be made like almond blossoms on one branch, with an ornamental knob and a flower, and three bowls made like almond blossoms on the other branch, with an ornamental knob and a flower—and so for the six branches that come out of the lampstand. 34 On the lampstand itself four bowls shall be made like almond blossoms, each with its ornamental knob and flower. 35 And there shall be a knob under the first two branches of the same, a knob under the second two branches of the same, and a knob under the third two branches of the same, according to the six branches that extend from the lampstand. 36 Their knobs and their branches shall be of one piece; all of it shall be one hammered piece of pure gold. 37 You shall make seven lamps for it, and they shall arrange its lamps so that they give light in front of it. 38 And its wick-trimmers and their trays shall be of pure gold. 39 It shall be made of a talent of pure gold, with all these utensils. 40 And see to it that you make them according to the pattern which was shown you on the mountain.
Exodus 26
The Tabernacle 1 “Moreover you shall make the tabernacle with ten curtains of fine woven linen and blue, purple, and scarlet thread; with artistic designs of cherubim you shall weave them. 2 The length of each curtain shall be twenty-eight cubits, and the width of each curtain four cubits. And every one of the curtains shall have the same measurements. 3 Five curtains shall be coupled to one another, and the other five curtains shall be coupled to one another. 4 And you shall make loops of blue yarn on the edge of the curtain on the selvedge of one set, and likewise you shall do on the outer edge of the other curtain of the second set. 5 Fifty loops you shall make in the one curtain, and fifty loops you shall make on the edge of the curtain that is on the end of the second set, that the loops may be clasped to one another. 6 And you shall make fifty clasps of gold, and couple the curtains together with the clasps, so that it may be one tabernacle.7 “You shall also make curtains of goats’ hair, to be a tent over the tabernacle. You shall make eleven curtains. 8 The length of each curtain shall be thirty cubits, and the width of each curtain four cubits; and the eleven curtains shall all have the same measurements. 9 And you shall couple five curtains by themselves and six curtains by themselves, and you shall double over the sixth curtain at the forefront of the tent. 10 You shall make fifty loops on the edge of the curtain that is outermost in one set, and fifty loops on the edge of the curtain of the second set. 11 And you shall make fifty bronze clasps, put the clasps into the loops, and couple the tent together, that it may be one. 12 The remnant that remains of the curtains of the tent, the half curtain that remains, shall hang over the back of the tabernacle. 13 And a cubit on one side and a cubit on the other side, of what remains of the length of the curtains of the tent, shall hang over the sides of the tabernacle, on this side and on that side, to cover it. 14 “You shall also make a covering of ram skins dyed red for the tent, and a covering of badger skins above that. 15 “And for the tabernacle you shall make the boards of acacia wood, standing upright. 16 Ten cubits shall be the length of a board, and a cubit and a half shall be the width of each board. 17 Two tenons shall be in each board for binding one to another. Thus you shall make for all the boards of the tabernacle. 18 And you shall make the boards for the tabernacle, twenty boards for the south side. 19 You shall make forty sockets of silver under the twenty boards: two sockets under each of the boards for its two tenons. 20 And for the second side of the tabernacle, the north side, there shall be twenty boards 21 and their forty sockets of silver: two sockets under each of the boards. 22 For the far side of the tabernacle, westward, you shall make six boards. 23 And you shall also make two boards for the two back corners of the tabernacle. 24 They shall be coupled together at the bottom and they shall be coupled together at the top by one ring. Thus it shall be for both of them. They shall be for the two corners. 25 So there shall be eight boards with their sockets of silver—sixteen sockets—two sockets under each of the boards. 26 “And you shall make bars of acacia wood: five for the boards on one side of the tabernacle, 27 five bars for the boards on the other side of the tabernacle, and five bars for the boards of the side of the tabernacle, for the far side westward. 28 The middle bar shall pass through the midst of the boards from end to end. 29 You shall overlay the boards with gold, make their rings of gold as holders for the bars, and overlay the bars with gold. 30 And you shall raise up the tabernacle according to its pattern which you were shown on the mountain. 31 “You shall make a veil woven of blue, purple, and scarlet thread, and fine woven linen. It shall be woven with an artistic design of cherubim. 32 You shall hang it upon the four pillars of acacia wood overlaid with gold. Their hooks shall be gold, upon four sockets of silver. 33 And you shall hang the veil from the clasps. Then you shall bring the ark of the Testimony in there, behind the veil. The veil shall be a divider for you between the holy place and the Most Holy. 34 You shall put the mercy seat upon the ark of the Testimony in the Most Holy. 35 You shall set the table outside the veil, and the lampstand across from the table on the side of the tabernacle toward the south; and you shall put the table on the north side. 36 “You shall make a screen for the door of the tabernacle, woven of blue, purple, and scarlet thread, and fine woven linen, made by a weaver. 37 And you shall make for the screen five pillars of acacia wood, and overlay them with gold; their hooks shall be gold, and you shall cast five sockets of bronze for them.

OMG OMG OMG!! -_- haha !!

2007-01-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT RELIENT K'S NEWEST ABLUM!! and it looks like this :

Amazing huh and it looks SO cute!! and it sounds really good!! so in total.. i have like three of their albums...YAY!! :D

Back to my day... Today wasn't so good because my legs are just so stiff and hard!? my muscles are all cramped up.. My toe is in a bad shape and its swollen.. DAMNIT it took me such a hard time climbing up the stairs and down.. its just so tiring.. and painful. But haha thanks to Wenny for helping me buy my food and drinks..!! Love her really. And she was like RACHEL! i should really step of your toe so it bleeds and it gets healed faster!! :O and i was like... NO?!?! I would firstly scream so loud .. and den faint. LOL! Schools been great lately i suppose haha. Cellgroup? Hm i dont know cause i'm not sure whats going on, but i do know that we're going down for service for A.R Bernard conference after cellgroup on Sat and i probaly will too ,Pleaase Sarah go too!! Or else.. :P K today i don't have much work to do. YAY but i'll need to revise my work.

Okay, Some verses :

Matthew 24 (New King James Version)
New King James Version (NKJV)
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.
Matthew 24
Jesus Predicts the Destruction of the Temple 1 Then Jesus went out and departed from the temple, and His disciples came up to show Him the buildings of the temple. 2 And Jesus said to them, “Do you not see all these things? Assuredly, I say to you, not one stone shall be left here upon another, that shall not be thrown down.”
The Signs of the Times and the End of the Age 3 Now as He sat on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately, saying, “Tell us, when will these things be? And what will be the sign of Your coming, and of the end of the age?” 4 And Jesus answered and said to them: “Take heed that no one deceives you. 5 For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will deceive many. 6 And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for all[a]these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. 7 For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences,[b] and earthquakes in various places. 8 All these are the beginning of sorrows. 9 “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and kill you, and you will be hated by all nations for My name’s sake. 10 And then many will be offended, will betray one another, and will hate one another. 11 Then many false prophets will rise up and deceive many. 12 And because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold. 13 But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations, and then the end will come.
The Great Tribulation 15 “Therefore when you see the ‘abomination of desolation,’[c] spoken of by Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place” (whoever reads, let him understand), 16 “then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains. 17 Let him who is on the housetop not go down to take anything out of his house. 18 And let him who is in the field not go back to get his clothes. 19 But woe to those who are pregnant and to those who are nursing babies in those days! 20 And pray that your flight may not be in winter or on the Sabbath. 21 For then there will be great tribulation, such as has not been since the beginning of the world until this time, no, nor ever shall be. 22 And unless those days were shortened, no flesh would be saved; but for the elect’s sake those days will be shortened. 23 “Then if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Christ!’ or ‘There!’ do not believe it. 24 For false christs and false prophets will rise and show great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. 25 See, I have told you beforehand. 26 “Therefore if they say to you, ‘Look, He is in the desert!’ do not go out; or ‘Look, He is in the inner rooms!’ do not believe it. 27 For as the lightning comes from the east and flashes to the west, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 28 For wherever the carcass is, there the eagles will be gathered together.
The Coming of the Son of Man 29 “Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light; the stars will fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. 30 Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in heaven, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. 31 And He will send His angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they will gather together His elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.
The Parable of the Fig Tree 32 “Now learn this parable from the fig tree: When its branch has already become tender and puts forth leaves, you know that summer is near. 33 So you also, when you see all these things, know that it[d] is near—at the doors! 34 Assuredly, I say to you, this generation will by no means pass away till all these things take place. 35 Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will by no means pass away.
No One Knows the Day or Hour 36 “But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven,[e] but My Father only. 37 But as the days of Noah were, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 38 For as in the days before the flood, they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, 39 and did not know until the flood came and took them all away, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 40 Then two men will be in the field: one will be taken and the other left. 41 Two women will be grinding at the mill: one will be taken and the other left. 42 Watch therefore, for you do not know what hour[f] your Lord is coming. 43 But know this, that if the master of the house had known what hour the thief would come, he would have watched and not allowed his house to be broken into. 44 Therefore you also be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect.
The Faithful Servant and the Evil Servant 45 “Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his master made ruler over his household, to give them food in due season? 46 Blessed is that servant whom his master, when he comes, will find so doing. 47 Assuredly, I say to you that he will make him ruler over all his goods. 48 But if that evil servant says in his heart, ‘My master is delaying his coming,’ [g] 49 and begins to beat his fellow servants, and to eat and drink with the drunkards, 50 the master of that servant will come on a day when he is not looking for him and at an hour that he is not aware of, 51 and will cut him in two and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites. There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Exodus 9 (New King James Version)
New King James Version (NKJV)
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.
Exodus 9
The Fifth Plague: Livestock Diseased 1 Then the LORD said to Moses, “Go in to Pharaoh and tell him, ‘Thus says the LORD God of the Hebrews: “Let My people go, that they may serve Me. 2 For if you refuse to let them go, and still hold them, 3 behold, the hand of the LORD will be on your cattle in the field, on the horses, on the donkeys, on the camels, on the oxen, and on the sheep—a very severe pestilence. 4 And the LORD will make a difference between the livestock of Israel and the livestock of Egypt. So nothing shall die of all that belongs to the children of Israel.”’” 5 Then the LORD appointed a set time, saying, “Tomorrow the LORD will do this thing in the land.”6 So the LORD did this thing on the next day, and all the livestock of Egypt died; but of the livestock of the children of Israel, not one died. 7 Then Pharaoh sent, and indeed, not even one of the livestock of the Israelites was dead. But the heart of Pharaoh became hard, and he did not let the people go.
The Sixth Plague: Boils 8 So the LORD said to Moses and Aaron, “Take for yourselves handfuls of ashes from a furnace, and let Moses scatter it toward the heavens in the sight of Pharaoh. 9 And it will become fine dust in all the land of Egypt, and it will cause boils that break out in sores on man and beast throughout all the land of Egypt.” 10 Then they took ashes from the furnace and stood before Pharaoh, and Moses scattered them toward heaven. And they caused boils that break out in sores on man and beast. 11 And the magicians could not stand before Moses because of the boils, for the boils were on the magicians and on all the Egyptians. 12 But the LORD hardened the heart of Pharaoh; and he did not heed them, just as the LORD had spoken to Moses.
The Seventh Plague: Hail 13 Then the LORD said to Moses, “Rise early in the morning and stand before Pharaoh, and say to him, ‘Thus says the LORD God of the Hebrews: “Let My people go, that they may serve Me, 14 for at this time I will send all My plagues to your very heart, and on your servants and on your people, that you may know that there is none like Me in all the earth. 15 Now if I had stretched out My hand and struck you and your people with pestilence, then you would have been cut off from the earth. 16 But indeed for this purpose I have raised you up, that I may show My power in you, and that My name may be declared in all the earth. 17 As yet you exalt yourself against My people in that you will not let them go. 18 Behold, tomorrow about this time I will cause very heavy hail to rain down, such as has not been in Egypt since its founding until now. 19 Therefore send now and gather your livestock and all that you have in the field, for the hail shall come down on every man and every animal which is found in the field and is not brought home; and they shall die.”’” 20 He who feared the word of the LORD among the servants of Pharaoh made his servants and his livestock flee to the houses. 21 But he who did not regard the word of the LORD left his servants and his livestock in the field. 22 Then the LORD said to Moses, “Stretch out your hand toward heaven, that there may be hail in all the land of Egypt—on man, on beast, and on every herb of the field, throughout the land of Egypt.” 23 And Moses stretched out his rod toward heaven; and the LORD sent thunder and hail, and fire darted to the ground. And the LORD rained hail on the land of Egypt. 24 So there was hail, and fire mingled with the hail, so very heavy that there was none like it in all the land of Egypt since it became a nation. 25 And the hail struck throughout the whole land of Egypt, all that was in the field, both man and beast; and the hail struck every herb of the field and broke every tree of the field. 26 Only in the land of Goshen, where the children of Israel were, there was no hail. 27 And Pharaoh sent and called for Moses and Aaron, and said to them, “I have sinned this time. The LORD is righteous, and my people and I are wicked. 28 Entreat the LORD, that there may be no more mighty thundering and hail, for it is enough. I will let you go, and you shall stay no longer.” 29 So Moses said to him, “As soon as I have gone out of the city, I will spread out my hands to the LORD; the thunder will cease, and there will be no more hail, that you may know that the earth is the LORD’s. 30 But as for you and your servants, I know that you will not yet fear the LORD God.” 31 Now the flax and the barley were struck, for the barley was in the head and the flax was in bud. 32 But the wheat and the spelt were not struck, for they are late crops. 33 So Moses went out of the city from Pharaoh and spread out his hands to the LORD; then the thunder and the hail ceased, and the rain was not poured on the earth. 34 And when Pharaoh saw that the rain, the hail, and the thunder had ceased, he sinned yet more; and he hardened his heart, he and his servants. 35 So the heart of Pharaoh was hard; neither would he let the children of Israel go, as the LORD had spoken by Moses.

Exodus 10 (New King James Version)
New King James Version (NKJV)
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.
Exodus 10
The Eighth Plague: Locusts 1 Now the LORD said to Moses, “Go in to Pharaoh; for I have hardened his heart and the hearts of his servants, that I may show these signs of Mine before him, 2 and that you may tell in the hearing of your son and your son’s son the mighty things I have done in Egypt, and My signs which I have done among them, that you may know that I am the LORD.”3 So Moses and Aaron came in to Pharaoh and said to him, “Thus says the LORD God of the Hebrews: ‘How long will you refuse to humble yourself before Me? Let My people go, that they may serve Me. 4 Or else, if you refuse to let My people go, behold, tomorrow I will bring locusts into your territory. 5 And they shall cover the face of the earth, so that no one will be able to see the earth; and they shall eat the residue of what is left, which remains to you from the hail, and they shall eat every tree which grows up for you out of the field. 6 They shall fill your houses, the houses of all your servants, and the houses of all the Egyptians—which neither your fathers nor your fathers’ fathers have seen, since the day that they were on the earth to this day.’” And he turned and went out from Pharaoh. 7 Then Pharaoh’s servants said to him, “How long shall this man be a snare to us? Let the men go, that they may serve the LORD their God. Do you not yet know that Egypt is destroyed?” 8 So Moses and Aaron were brought again to Pharaoh, and he said to them, “Go, serve the LORD your God. Who are the ones that are going?” 9 And Moses said, “We will go with our young and our old; with our sons and our daughters, with our flocks and our herds we will go, for we must hold a feast to the LORD.” 10 Then he said to them, “The LORD had better be with you when I let you and your little ones go! Beware, for evil is ahead of you. 11 Not so! Go now, you who are men, and serve the LORD, for that is what you desired.” And they were driven out from Pharaoh’s presence. 12 Then the LORD said to Moses, “Stretch out your hand over the land of Egypt for the locusts, that they may come upon the land of Egypt, and eat every herb of the land—all that the hail has left.” 13 So Moses stretched out his rod over the land of Egypt, and the LORD brought an east wind on the land all that day and all that night. When it was morning, the east wind brought the locusts. 14 And the locusts went up over all the land of Egypt and rested on all the territory of Egypt. They were very severe; previously there had been no such locusts as they, nor shall there be such after them. 15 For they covered the face of the whole earth, so that the land was darkened; and they ate every herb of the land and all the fruit of the trees which the hail had left. So there remained nothing green on the trees or on the plants of the field throughout all the land of Egypt. 16 Then Pharaoh called for Moses and Aaron in haste, and said, “I have sinned against the LORD your God and against you. 17 Now therefore, please forgive my sin only this once, and entreat the LORD your God, that He may take away from me this death only.” 18 So he went out from Pharaoh and entreated the LORD. 19 And the LORD turned a very strong west wind, which took the locusts away and blew them into the Red Sea. There remained not one locust in all the territory of Egypt. 20 But the LORD hardened Pharaoh’s heart, and he did not let the children of Israel go.
The Ninth Plague: Darkness 21 Then the LORD said to Moses, “Stretch out your hand toward heaven, that there may be darkness over the land of Egypt, darkness which may even be felt.” 22 So Moses stretched out his hand toward heaven, and there was thick darkness in all the land of Egypt three days. 23 They did not see one another; nor did anyone rise from his place for three days. But all the children of Israel had light in their dwellings. 24 Then Pharaoh called to Moses and said, “Go, serve the LORD; only let your flocks and your herds be kept back. Let your little ones also go with you.” 25 But Moses said, “You must also give us sacrifices and burnt offerings, that we may sacrifice to the LORD our God. 26 Our livestock also shall go with us; not a hoof shall be left behind. For we must take some of them to serve the LORD our God, and even we do not know with what we must serve the LORD until we arrive there.” 27 But the LORD hardened Pharaoh’s heart, and he would not let them go. 28 Then Pharaoh said to him, “Get away from me! Take heed to yourself and see my face no more! For in the day you see my face you shall die!” 29 So Moses said, “You have spoken well. I will never see your face again.”

Exodus 11 (New King James Version)
New King James Version (NKJV)
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.
Exodus 11
Death of the Firstborn Announced 1 And the LORD said to Moses, “I will bring one more plague on Pharaoh and on Egypt. Afterward he will let you go from here. When he lets you go, he will surely drive you out of here altogether. 2 Speak now in the hearing of the people, and let every man ask from his neighbor and every woman from her neighbor, articles of silver and articles of gold.” 3 And the LORD gave the people favor in the sight of the Egyptians. Moreover the man Moses was very great in the land of Egypt, in the sight of Pharaoh’s servants and in the sight of the people.4 Then Moses said, “Thus says the LORD: ‘About midnight I will go out into the midst of Egypt; 5 and all the firstborn in the land of Egypt shall die, from the firstborn of Pharaoh who sits on his throne, even to the firstborn of the female servant who is behind the handmill, and all the firstborn of the animals. 6 Then there shall be a great cry throughout all the land of Egypt, such as was not like it before, nor shall be like it again. 7 But against none of the children of Israel shall a dog move its tongue, against man or beast, that you may know that the LORD does make a difference between the Egyptians and Israel.’ 8 And all these your servants shall come down to me and bow down to me, saying, ‘Get out, and all the people who follow you!’ After that I will go out.” Then he went out from Pharaoh in great anger. 9 But the LORD said to Moses, “Pharaoh will not heed you, so that My wonders may be multiplied in the land of Egypt.” 10 So Moses and Aaron did all these wonders before Pharaoh; and the LORD hardened Pharaoh’s heart, and he did not let the children of Israel go out of his land.

Another

2007-01-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

I have Maths homework, English newspaper article,Chemistry revision, Physics revision.
Pictures of books im reading atm Lastly, how the study roomlooks like atm

Bands I love!!

2007-01-23T17:47:00.000+08:00

WOAH

2007-01-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

WOAH! in a bad way.
Today wasn't a good day. -sulks- haha but im finee xD In the morning i received a reply from JOSEPHINE and she gave me some advice on my problem and yeah i realised that Joe's really a true friend ..whenever i need her , shes there for me, to lend me a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear.. and of course someone i can share my joy with. I thank God for sending such a friend like her to be in my life :D And Fairly too! whenever i talk to her.. she cheers me up no fail , shes amazing funny but yet intelligent! :O good combination huh? yup haha. So i went to school..but today wasn't really my day i was really tired.. i couldn't much focus in my lessons besides Chinese and Chemistry. WAIT WAIT WAIT HOLD IT RIGHT THUR! did i say chinese? yup i did! :P this year im more interested in Chinese because i guess the class is small and the teacher is able to focus on everyone in the class. Plus! my chinese teacher is MDM GOH she is the HOD of Chinese amazing huh? Although many dislike her but i find her great! AND AND AND! guess what for my compo essay i got....*drums roll* 31/50!!!!!!!! AMAZING HUH?!~ i think so too :P
But sadly atm i need help in my physics and maths.. *goes crazy* haha My maths teacher sucks. She can't teach for donkey peanut sake. But ay i guess i have to work hard on my own den! I shall do that. So okay back to my day.. Through out my school day at school..i was way tired and i had no apeitite to even eat my recess.. At lunch i too didint had apeitite.. See thats bad because i need food to give me energy and so.. to play well in the netball game. Okay lets just fast foward here..its getting tiriing to type.. Netball match: I didnt have stamina..gosh it was shocking because usually i have better stamina so iin conclusion i didnt play well.. Second my toe got injured..now it looks GROOSS.. its all blue and purple.. it has blood underneath the toe nail..its so DISGUSTING..and painful eugh. But yeah we lost. :( boo hoo..

YESTERDAY: I was thinking.. why am i being such a fool? I'm not in that cellgroup for the people init, but im in the cellgroup because im there to spend and know God even more. I'm in church Because of God not people. So why should i bother even if i dont feel pretty much wanted or cared in this cellgroup? Man i need to focus more on God and better start catching up in bible reading :O im like..uhh 22 days late? AHH haha.. And tomorrow theres a prayer meeting and i dont think i should go because first i have to rest, second i have to catch up on my work and studies.. and im not feeling well which sucks. I hate tos ay no to Winnie cause she gives me that loook which makes me guilty and i hate it.

WOOO and UUURRGH !!!

2007-01-21T17:56:00.000+08:00

Okay today i realised that CHARISSA and JONATHAN has joined W330!! woo..!! Theres finally another girl i can actually relate to!! im so happy!! :D Today was really fun (kinda) I had a really good time with Charissa, Hanxiang, Sarah, Isaac and the rest of W330!! But just didnt like people bossing around when they're not suppose to, its just SO ANNOYING.. I mean if your once in awhile liek that its OKAY but if its ALL the time..Cmon thats too much will you stop acting like some boss already when your not? But ay I must accept and love the not-so-loveable people am i right? YES okay..I must try .. Its just everytime i try to forget and forgive and try to accept and be nice... Its okay for aawhile but ... It has to comes up again and just leave me BOILING. But ay Sometimes i feel I'm getting abit tired of being in this Cellgroup.. But ay im guna hang on bring more friends who i can relate to and so.. OH YES JOESEPHINE!! im so sorry i "ditched" you today :(:( BUT I REALLY WISHED YOU CAME BECAUSE YOU WOULD HAVE CHEERED ME UP ALOT..!! and i met this girl from Joe's cellgroup, her name is Terria and shes so funnY! and fun to hang out with!! Yup Yup :D

"There will alwaays be people in the cellgroup that ALWAYS steps on your toes" - Yi Lun

hahaha...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :)

A NEED

2007-01-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

I was just thinking through after today at cellgroup at Min's Place... So heres what I've been thinking:
Girls in W330:

Winnie
Joann
Min Min
Annabel
Nicole
Me
Angela
Yuan Mei
Sarah

Cool, So we have a total of 9 girls in W330.. But you see, the girls in green they hardly come for cellgroup ..okay for Angela is because she has parent's objection, Nicole she comes for Sunday Service, Sarah she comes for Sunday service and sometimes cellgroup. I find Angela fine shes great to hang out with, Nicole shes great to hang out with too!! Yuan mei just not there.. Shes like dispatched from w330 for some reason but ay. Anna shes my sister so she can't be counted hahaha.. so what happens.. who is left in w330.. Winnie,Min,Jo and me. This four but you see Min and JO are like a love couple who cannot be breaken or have anyone interferring.. into them so theyre always together talking about makeup and etc which i have really no interest in.. But hey theyre really fun people to hang out with haha i love them as sisters in Christ though :D but i just find it hard to hang out with them when theyre together and i dont think i would really want to go shopping with them because 1. My taste is totally different 2. I'm not interested in make-up atm until im older i will be. 3. I'm not interested in getting a bf , guys im interested but not now. So what happens.. Winnie is left Yup shes my leader And i love her DEEPLY shes one great leader and probly the best one i ever had, shes fun, funny and just interesting to hang out with..she gives me this sense of peace when im with her and i find it a great pleasure to serve her. But...i hardly talk to her about anything these days, because i know she has other problems to handle and giving my problems to her isn't much of a help...I hardly hang out with her these days too its pretty pathetic. SO! I guess the only few people i share my problems are with Daniel, Josephine and Fairly. These are the people i hold dearly to my heart because theyre one of my great friends in CHC, If your reading this i just wana say thanks!

Man, so i guess i feel pretty much out of the cellgroup.. I only hang out with the guys in the cellgroup but just not really the girls. If only Sarah, Nicole and Angela could come more often..that would be great cause iwould have a girl to actually HANG out with. God Please send more girls like Joe and Fairly into W330 PLEASE!!

AMAZING,AMAZING, LOVEEE

2007-01-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

Pictures I forgot to post!! :O my bad

2007-01-19T21:39:00.001+08:00

ANOTHER NEOPRINT me being blur :O hahaha

this is how empty the cafe looks! :D
playful! :O

I'm Serious Doing My work

NOT REALLY! NOT ALL THE TIME :p

Cool Picture i took! :O

Friday!!!!

2007-01-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today, it was a short day at school... But i wasn't feeling too good ! but hey after school went home get changed and went to Bugis National Library to meet Joesephine to study! The library waas WAYYY crowded and BUTT we found a place where there were tables..a place where theeres FOOOD!! <333 but ther was a sign outside saying NO STUDYING AFTER THIS SIGN! BBut what did we do..? IGNORED IT hahaha and we studied there for about 2 hrs! but...THE FOOD WAS SO EXPENSIVE!! A SMALL MUFIN WAS LIKE... 1.80 AND THE CUP OF MILO WAS 3 DOLLARS!!!!??!?!?! i feel so cheated hahaha. :( Joe and I took some pictures to show proof !! andd after that we went to meet joann and her two other friends! (forgot their names ><) but ayy we took neo prints! check all the pics out!

Joe This Is For YOUU !!

2007-01-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

Smile

Joe,Smile on santa monicathere's a store that sells trees plants and morea big green forest on the pavementright next to the needle exchangethe people walking bytheir paths may crossbut none know whythe streets are litteredleaves and rubberleft from last night now uncoveredand how can i be downwhen smiling faces all around sayhow can i be downwhen smiling faces all around saysmile smile smilethe billboard shows her facea pretty girl all lines erasedshe's cynical and strangewe'll never know just what's the casewhy's she so skinnyis she flakeydid she wake up feeling shakeyfrom a late night with musicianstrying out some new positionsand how can i be downwhen smiling faces all around sayhow can i be downwhen smiling faces all around saysmile smile smilesmile smile smilesmile smile smile... SMILEE because you have me and what more GOD!! and of course your beloved cg leader YILUN! :D:D:D:D

A day off from school.. SICK

2007-01-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Music Depression..

2007-01-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

I'm currently suffering from lack of new music or nice music and its driving me INSANE!!!!! ... I DONT LIKE IT.. someone bless me with an mp3 player already!! God!! hahaha..but dw Rach i'll get it ... I will i MUST.. and oh btw check out this video ...aawesome stuff from nana the movie.

Kellie Pickler - "The Ellen Degeneres Show" 12/15/06

2007-01-03T22:50:00.000+08:00


Kellie Pickler on "The Ellen Degeneres Show" 12/15/06. She does a short interview followed by singing her featured hit song "Red High Heels", which is on her album "Small Town Girl". lmfao SHES SO CUTEEEE!

Falling Up

2007-01-03T19:02:00.000+08:00


Live concert at Noroton Press. Church Darien Ct. Amazing stuff check it out, One of my FAVOURITE-test christian rock band. i love em and just amazing stuff . Good music? They are good music. And And And!! Man my hairs so dark now, and ifink its pretty cool!! and duude their new gitarist is only 16!! okay I have hope. LOL :D Let Your Will be done and Not mine.Amen

Lips Of An Angel

2007-01-02T22:06:00.000+08:00


Lips Of An Angel

Updates, Updates

2007-01-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

RANDOM..SCANNED PICTURES

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What i need.

2006-12-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

An MP3 - 6 GB or more.
A New Watch (Branded)
New Flip Flops
New Bible (Nkjv)
A haircut
New School Shoes
School Bag
New Phone (PLEASE!) haha
Accoustic Electric Guitar
Amph
Guitar Strap
Literature Books.
More Christian Books.
New Laptop
Camera
Shirts (long-sleeved)
Jeans (levis would be great)

The End.

Ive been thinking....

2006-12-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

Ive noticed that confession is truly, truly something so real .. and yet so powerful.. take for example Your own name.. mines Rachel and what does it mean?
This:
Rachel
Innocent Lamb

Gender: FemaleOrigin: Hebrew
Innocent lamb.. I've went to search out on Dictionary.com what lamb represent and this is what i got :

1.
a young sheep.
2.
the meat of a young sheep.
3.
a person who is gentle, meek, innocent, etc.: Their little daughter is such a lamb.
4.
a person who is easily cheated or outsmarted, esp. an inexperienced speculator.
5.
the Lamb, Christ. –verb (used without object)
haha GREAT.. so i ask myself.. Am i a gentle, meek, innocent? LMFAO but one thing i know is that i can be easily cheated or outsmarted.. ARGH thats what i dislike. WHAT I REALLY HATE. But hey! look over at #5! Lamb,Christ. woah.. ;) But yeah.. what Winnie said about me is that I'm blur.. yet so innocent .. Someone who doesn't have any motives behind what i do.. Thats good i guess but yes, prob in a bad way sometimes? haha So this is my prayer:
Oh Lord, My God please i pray over my sillyness .. that im easilly cheated and blah blah blah Lord i pray that You guide me in whatever i do, Holy Sprit teach me what to say, the decisions i make in my everyday life.. teaach me how to be wise in whatever i do. Help me with my lazyness.. i don't want to be held back because of me being lazy, i want to be hardworking.. :) and i know i will.. This is what i desire. Help me. I love you so much with all my heart i pray thank you Lord In the name of Jesus , AMEN! :D

I PIERCED MY EARS AGAIN

2006-11-19T18:58:00.000+08:00

LEFT
RIGHT

CHECK IT OUT !! I PIERCED MY EARS FOR THE THIRD TIME NOW.. LOL! 8-) well it hurt.. I'll post the pics on here. CHECK EM OUT AND be ..thrilled.. :) THATS THE LEFT EAR.. its not very clear but hey webcam eh? errhur hurrhurr hairs pretty messy. Well i pierced it with NICK and hahaha..he was scared.. i was afraid... mister dude working over at the piercing place scared me, you should have seen him.. mean BUT HEY i pierced my ears!! :)

Pics

2006-11-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

Here Are the t-shirt designs! Really cool huh.. 8-)

How DARE YOU SAY MY BLOG IS MIA. pft

2006-11-18T12:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! Rachel Is back. Aren't you supprised one bit at all?! I bet you are HAHAHA :) Well, I bet hardly no one really notice me gone nehoos AM I RIGHT oh wait maybe most of you did but HEY I'm back thats the main point. I'm always back... ;P Alright So some updates on my life lately , see thats what a blog is for am i right? Yes im right, I'm always right.. Like duh 8-) LOL
Firstly, I just had to re-typed this whole darn thing all over again because i clicked something which i knew i shouldnt have but i still did and it just refreshed the whole darn thing and I HAVE TO START ALL OVER URGGGHHHHH :\ But fine since Cherie Ngo Insisted i update my blog cause I'm some dead link on hers ..NA J/K BUT THATS A FACT LOL.
Secondly, Alright, alright lets get back on track. Well lately i have been pretty much occupied with my new job as a temp stuff over at Singapore Technology Aerospace.. Sounds pretty professional HUH?! Yes it does and its true im working there and in-fact I'm the youngest chick working there and in History .. In ST Aerospace..LOL amazing eh when i heard that i thought to myself.. WHY DONT THEY COME INTERVIEW ME AND WRITE A WHOLE COLUMN ON THEIR MAGAZINE .. 8-) LOL na im J/k but it would be really, really cool if that happened HAHAHA :) Oh Oh ANd they dont pay me good btw..they only pay me $5.50 per hour?! How cheap am i?! LOL but hey the thing is that i get experience anddd i meet many new mates there who are twice my age LOl but theyre really fun though!
Thirdly, I've been shopping lately and I've bought much stuff such as Jackets, shirts, working pants, HEELS That must have shocked a huge amount of people .. LOL might have suffered a major serious deadly heart-attack IM SO SORRY IF YOU NEARLY SUFFERED THAT.. lol! But yes Its true i've been wearing heels during the weekdays and i realise I'm actually pretty good aat that.. It should become a sport for only women but hey Gay.. Welcomed? LOL but ANYWAYS thats not really the point.. 8-) (AND I'M REALLY TALL WEARING THOSE FEEL PRETTY AWESOME ACTUALLY ) bahahaa.. :D
Forthly, Anna and I are gna move over to my cuzzins place around 27th or 26th of November 2006. Cause of some reason that in fact is a very long story which ir eally cant be arsed typing it all out. But hey i hope through this we could get to know our cuzzins more and love them even more! hahaha i bet were guna have the time of our lives over there (hopefully) LOL
LASTLY, My jackass computer's hard disk had to crash.. PFT and i have to go buy one to replace it..and the thing is that ALL MY MEMORY WOULD BE GONE ALL MY SONGS..AHHH but hey ITS OKAY! *breaths* i'll just got to start all over again.. discovering new music.. LOL ..effort.. ah..
THE END.

But waittt i wana show you guys some t-shirt designs i plan on printing soon when i have the time to :) Check em out. But sadly blogger is being an ass.. And not positng my picsss!!! I'll try again laters

Hm

2006-07-18T16:33:00.001+08:00

I'm back once again! mwahaha!! x)

To be frank. Sometimes I have no idea how to relate to my mates in my class :S Weird but its true. Esp the chinese girls. No im not talking bad about them. Besides Cheryl and Gina , theyre awesome! But yeah I'm easily able to relate to classfriends from other classes such as the express people. I'm weird. It takes extra effort to actually have a conversation with them LOL.
But the thing is when i meet with other people like church mates or english speaking people, it just comes naturally to have fun with em, make a great conversation outa that time i spend with them!
I just really hope that i find a way to relate to my chinese mates in my own class sometime soon. Theyre awesome people, seriously but guess i need to take the effort to get to know em ! :P

I wonder sometimes, Do they dislike me or do they think I'm some kind of freak :S

LOL. X)

AHOY PARTNER!

2006-07-11T17:20:00.000+08:00

I am back! No i'm not dead yet don't rejoice too early yet :P haha!
Well I've been busy lately with NDP training, church and stuff and when ig et the time to come online , i just simply couldnt be arsed to post anything here :P
To most of my mates its not A supprise to em but normal hahaha. X) well winnie sent me some pics ! it was taken like 2 weeks ago ( i think :S) check em out!
(haha! Shaifful! thanks for those funky flip flops! )
I wear em ;)

Supprise!

2006-07-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

Hello! Dang, i haven't been posting anything on blogspot lately.. I'm just can't be assed to post anything lmao! -spanks hand- naughty. Well i've posted a new song on my blog JUST! its called - Your always on my mind by The Kungfu Girls. I love em! but sadly i can't find their album in any Singapore Music stalls. -Pouts- But oh well!
I've been tired lately, i realised i'm not the only one feeling that way lol! But yeah YAY!! I'm so glad, because today (Saturday) , Theres no NDP training !! Therefore!! I get a day rest at home. -Jumps around- actually not really because laters my dad guna bring me to Queensway to get new glasses and shoes!! Wee!! Anndd!! ohh yeah I almost forgot to post that YESTERDAY after cellgroup my parents brought my sister and I to have a japanese buffet at a japanese restaraunt!! it was well FILLING!! i love the food! ... the sashimi...the sushi...beef.... MMMM!! right right anyways! . Oh ! on Thursday after bible study at Suntec City David and I went back to Westmall and got 2 tickets off.....*drums roll*..... SUPERMAN!! it was way good. I adore the filM! haha, there was time where i laughed loudly when no one was even laughing but focusing on whats guna happen cuz it was some climax part. LOL! I'm ammused easily and not forget'in weirdly at the wrong times.
And Guess what!! I got highest for my Oral! 37/40 ;) -Nudges- Haha!
That was random X) Well!! Theres nothing else to write about on this post so I'm guna say BYE! :D

A New Song

2006-06-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

Song Title : Wishes
Artist:Superchick
Album: Beauty From Pain

The saddest thing is you could be anything
That you could want
We could have been everything
But now we're not
Now it's not anything at all
The hardest part was getting this close to you
And giving up this dream i built with you
A fairytale that isn't coming true
You've got some growing up to do
I wish we could have worked it out
I wish i didn't have these doubts
I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish i didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and i
I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye
After all the things you put me through
Tell me why i'm still in love with you
And why am i, why am i still waiting for your call
You broke my heart
I'm taking it back from you
And taking back the life i gave to you
Life goes on before and after you
I've got some growing up to do
I wish we could have worked it out
I wish i didn't have these doubts
I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish i didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and i
I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye
I wish we could have worked it out
I wish i didn't have these doubts
I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish i didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and i
I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
It's time i said my last goodbye

You Listening?

2006-06-15T02:40:00.000+08:00

The song your listening to now on this site.

Name : Super Trooper
Artist: SuperChick
Album:Karaoke Superstars

You were meant to live large
Come on take charge
Let's go light the world up
Let's not wait until the end
To be the things we wish we'd been
You were meant to live life
Come on let's fly
You're a super trouper spotlight
We're gonna jump on the count of three
Here it comes now
One two three jump
If you were a country you'd be Switzerland
You never take a stand your policy is never to offend
If you were a gambler you would always win
You'd only bet on the horses after they had already come in
And I'm sorry that I'm getting on your case
But true friends they stab you in the face
You were meant to live large
Come on take charge
Let's go light the world up
Let's not wait until the end
To be the things we wish we'd been
You were meant to live life
Come on let's fly
You're a super trouper spotlight
We're gonna jump on the count of three
Here it comes now
One two three jump
If you were in a movie you'd be thug number 5
Cuz you don't try out for a starring role but your name belongs In lights
If you got a GI Joe you'd never open up the box Safe inside its plastic prison waiting for the day it rots
And I'm sorry that I'm getting on your case
But true friends they stab you in the face
You were meant to live large
Come on take charge
Let's go light the world up
Let's not wait until the end
To be the things we wish we'd been
You were meant to live life
Come on let's fly
You're a super trouper spotlight
We're gonna jump on the count of three
Here it comes now One two three jump

2006-06-08T15:37:00.000+08:00

me and min!

2006-06-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

Pretty!

2006-06-08T15:34:00.001+08:00

yum!

2006-06-08T15:34:00.000+08:00

Me david and min!

2006-06-08T15:32:00.000+08:00

Sing it well david!

2006-06-08T15:31:00.001+08:00

Isaac all innocent LMAO

2006-06-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

haha yeesian

2006-06-08T15:30:00.002+08:00

Yummy

2006-06-08T15:30:00.001+08:00

Jumpy

2006-06-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

Haha!

2006-06-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

OUCH!

2006-06-08T15:28:00.001+08:00

Me and min!

2006-06-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

Ex cellgroup :(

2006-06-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

yay

Picture Post #2

2006-06-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

Picture Post!

2006-06-08T14:20:00.000+08:00

Title-LESS

2006-06-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

Haha Man That Guy is HOTT! -Drools- Hes name is Alex and man hes real awesome mate to me. Heres a shout out to you! thanks for being there andd entertaining me for those times when im bored. Haha nick really did made you go on Singapore Habbo huh? Poor lil thing :( Haha! i heard if you didn't you would be a chicken!!! I see. You are a chicken! and thats a real nice name to put for your user name on habbo. A tumbs up to you. LMAO and i heard you are planning to try woo Lis back huh? All the best with that! i'm sure you would have no prob with that because she loves you TONS! with additional with many other girls :P You know who haha. Take care and smile! byee :D

Rachel POOPIE.

2006-06-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hahaa! How Nice Huh. Thats my class photo! Well it was taken real early this year. But wahey. I look well weird.(As Usual)
David love you really! hahaha (Hopes he doesnt looks at this) LOL. :P
Over there ,theres Desmond and Rafeezal fighting. How mature. Cheryl HAS no eyes HAHA in that pic. Poor Chick.

Ooo. Thats Me and my Mgs Ex-Schoolmates. My Darls.

Tricia, Me, Diane And Christine.

Amusement

2006-06-01T09:01:00.000+08:00

Person: " Have you read Sun's Diary?"
Isaac: "Huh..? Oh you meant my School diary?? Yep i have!"

LMAO!! ^_^

New Album!

2006-05-30T10:11:00.000+08:00

Planetshakers:Always & Forever
Song List:
1. Always & Forever
2. See You
3. Not Ashamed
4. Great & Mighty
5. All I'm Living For
6. Don't Pass Me By
7. One For Me
8. Sing Of Your Love
9. Weight Of The World
10. Cry Holy
Download Link:
http://www.f-forge.com?d=YG6EkL8inlfuQIN4WagA

GET IT NOW!!

I got a new Bag!

There!! What a beauty eh!?
Well to me cuz i love leather esp brown leather <333!!

Special Thanks To the following sponser :
Thats David! but yeah i paid 10 bucks for it too so thanks to my parents too haha!

(he looks like a frog LOL! in a nice way)

I dyed my hair too! haha well that colour.
Its not very obvious tho but still looking good!
Thats my plan ;)
Muahahaha

Some Information For ME

2006-05-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

ENLARGE
"Enlarge the place of your tent..."
Isaiah 54:2

As we get larger, we must get larger.
It's impossible to run a large organization like a small one.
Big groups attract big people.
We have to become bigger people to handle bigger people.
Enlargements means I get more generous.
I widen my acceptance of others.
I'm more merciful.
I plan bigger, longer, grander plans.
I stretch!
I cope with more.
I have more patience, greater love, stronger joy, firmer purpose.
I enlarge!

ENTHUSIASM
"Enthusiasm and persistence can make an average person superior. Indifference and lethargy can make a superior person average."
William Ward

Love what you do and do what you love.
Two great keys to success are love and fun.
Have fun doing what you do.
Enjoy life and see good days.
Loving your work works.
If you stop loving it and having fun doing it, it'll drag.
You can change it so you love it again.
You can change your attitude so you have fun again.
You can take a break and get fresh ideas for it.
Whatever it takes, get fired up about what you do!
Passionate people change the world.

GOD THE ANSWER
"...Those who receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ."
Romans 5:17

Because of Christ's resurrection, death no longer reigns.
We do!
We are health, instead of sickness.
Life instead of death.
Light instead of darkness.
Wealth instead of poverty.
And we have solutions for the problems people face.
There is not a problem God has not already provided the answer for.
Theres is not a problem any of us face that is bigger than the God inside us.
There is not a problem mankind faces that cannot be solved through the complete salvation of the cross of Christ.

My wishlist.

A Sling Bag (I GOT IT! THANKS TO DAVID!)
A NEW accoustic guitar
New Slippers
New Shoes
More Clothes
A new Watch
CCC Albums
New pair of Glasses
Able to bless people more!
More Money to bless people with bibles
Financial breakthrough!
To re-unite a better relationships with my cousins.
To rise up in the cellgroup! Be a great helper with Dan to Winnie.
Bring more people to Christ!

More Albums

2006-05-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

Planet Shakers - Evermore
Genre - Praise & Worship/ Rock
Songs:
1. Always & Forever
2. Angels Cry Holy
3. Don't Pass Me By
4. Evermore
5. Follow
6. Great And Mighty
7. Holy Sprit
8. I'm Yours
9. Jump Around
10. No Tomorrow
11. Not Ashamed
12. You Alone
13. You're All I Need

Download Link:

http://www.f-forge.com?d=Oen2NExdvosXHm8u7IYG

Krystal Meyers
Genre- Alternative/Rock/Christian
Song List:
1. The Way To Begin
2. My Savior
3. Fire
4. Fall To Pieces
5. Reflections Of You
6. Lovely Traces
7. Anticomformity
8. Rescue Me
9. Sing For Me.
10. Can't Stay
Download Link:
http://www.f-forge.com?d=l0HJE5W2pCgc8FdwAn7h

Kutless - Hearts Of The Innocent
Genre - Alternative/Rock/Christian

Track Listing:
1.Hearts Of The Innocence
2.Shut Me Out
3.Beyound The Surface
4.Smile
5.Promise Of A Lifetime
6.Winds Of Change
7.Somewhere In The Sky
8.Mistakes
9.Push Me Away
10.Changing World
11.Million Dollar Man
12.Legacy
13.Shut Me Out (Accoustic)
14.Smile (Accoustic)
15.Somewhere In The Sky (Accoustic)
16.Changing World (Accoustic)
Download Link:
http://www.f-forge.com?d=xuHXwC6zhjAo8Jm7r0bD

Mat Kearney - Nothing Left To Lose
Genre - Rock/Alternative/Christian
Song List:
1.Undeniable
2.Nothing Left To Lose
3.Crashing Down.
4.Girl America
5.In The Middle
6.Can't Break Her Fall
7.Whats A Boy To Do
8.Wait
9.Bullet
10.All I Need
11.Renaissance
12.Where We Gonna Go From Here
13.Won't Back Down
Download Link :
http://www.f-forge.com?d=o71KGb0ZuIJplYiRxVhW

Revelation!

2006-05-22T15:39:00.000+08:00

"Write the vision, make it plain..."
Habbakkuk 2:2
Understand the power of a list.
Write down lists regarding everything you lead and manage.
Write lists of the problems you currently face, than deal with them one by one.
Write down the list of follow-up things you need to do.
Put the most important at the top.
Do first things first, last things last.
Write down your vision list --- for this year, for the next 10 years, for your life. (WOAH!)
Write down your goals for today, this week, this year.
Write down your plans and strategies.
Tick them off as you do them.
Simple, but amazingly powerful!

After reading that I'm was like "WOAH!". You see I'm not really of a Make-a-list-and-do-it kind of person, but after reading that I've decided that even though I'm not really comfortable doing it.. I still have to do it. I have to be open to changes in order to improve myself and rise up ay?
"When I'm weak, He is strong, He is my feet when I can't move on.. He is the whisper in my heart." haha thats from a song from CCC sadly i have no idea whats the title of the song ><>

BRAINPOWER
"Our brains are our most powerful asset and, if used imporperly, they can be our most powerful liability."
Robert T Kiyosaki

Your brain is a computer.
Your tongue is the keyboard.
Most of your life is lived on autopilot.
You program your brain with your tongue.
Your brain (computer) then lives out what it has been told.
If the keyboard programs in "You're strong", you will be.
If you say, "You're sick", you will be.
Your brain simply accepts what it is told.
What are you telling your brain?
What programs are you installing?
What imformation are you punching into your Rolls Royce computer?
Say. "I'm blessed!"

I strongly agree to what Pst Phil had to say about our brain. It's true that when i tell myself "oh diddums! I'm guna get a flu!!" I really do get it but when i tell myself " YES! I'm guna do well for this test!" I actually do really well for the test. Haha. Words of wisdom huh? For me it is, I'm not sure about you though.

Man, we've finally multiplied. Multiplication is the time for rising up in the cellgroup. I'm sad yet excited, lol what a mixed emmotion huh? I'm sad because I'm seperated from my fellow cellgroup members, well used to be now. But excited because I've been given a chance to rise up and do something great for my father above, my King, my Everything, my God. These past week, I've been praying everynight for me to fall deeper in love with God, a greater understanding, a better relationship with Him, Great Almightly. Right now, indeed, I'm so in love with God so amazed about how great is He. He is truly amazing to me. So awesome! All i need is you Oh Lord. I wana serve you all my life, I wana serve you with all of me. I want to be a "Daniel" in my class, home and in EVERYTHING i do! And i will do it. I can do it. Amen.

My Plans

2006-05-17T12:06:00.000+08:00

I want to become more of a Godly-thinking person than a Wordly thinker.
I want to spend more time with God.
Fall deeper in love with God.
I want to get out of my comfort zone.
I must pray everyday! Atleast half an hour or an hour.
I must read more Christian books
I must spend more time studying the word.
I want to be the head and not the tail in EVERYTHING i do.
Be more sensative to the Holy Sprit.
Win 3 friends over to Christ in the next month after multiplication.
Giving all my burdens to Him.

Worry is a sin.

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, WILL guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. - Phil 4:6-7.

Wow!

2006-05-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

Woah! Check this Link Out ;)
http://music.download.com/therockchurch/3615-8431_32-100593022.html
Another Awesome Link To Free Downloads Of Christian Music.

Feel Blessed!

2006-05-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

Wow!! Guess what?! I've discovered a site that allows me to download Christian albums for free! Its really awesome stuff! And i feel so blessed with it. Check em out!
http://www.christiandl.com

Just a lil preview on how downloads go.
Link To Download:
http://www.f-forge.com/?d=2uO7pZ5HvofPEGBrTt1L
Album : Turning
Band Name: Learning How To Lose
Genre: Alternative Rock , Christian
Track List:
1. Never Again
2. Home to You
3. Out of My Hands
4. Through All the Earth
5. Numb
6. Change
7. Lift You Down
8. Escape
9. Everything Matters
10. For You
11. In My Mind
12. My Heart is Free

Another album I've downloaded from that website!
Link the download:
http://www.f-forge.com?d=aXH0xoAlIE9n1wBbWimF
Album:This is who we are
Band: Run Kid Run
Genre: Alternative Rock, Christian
Track Listing

We've only just began
Move On
Wake Up, Get Up
Sing To Me
The Mordern March
The Call Out
This Day Of Change
Outline Of A Love
Miles And States
I'll Forever Sing

Its A holiday!!

2006-05-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

Its A Holiday LALALA!! Its Vesak Day!!
Whats the plan today.
LAZE AROUND!! At night im going out!
Its Pst Phil's Night!! Awesome stuff!
<- :) Pretend thats me
AHH THATS SO SAD!! its like i have no life :P BUT I DO !!
Mwaahaha.
Man i have nothing to type here y'know :) I'm just adding crap ere. Yes, Sadly i am.
LATERS

The Beauty Of Grins

2006-05-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

THE DAY HAS ARRIVED. NO MORE EXAMS FOR NOW. MWAHAHAHAHA!! BURNN THE BOOKS

ok i take that back.

Just One More Day

2006-05-10T13:11:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.....!!! I haven't blog for many dayss!! And yes, im still alive don't go buy me a casket just YET!! :P Anyways I've finished almost all my papers! Today was Maths paper 2! It went on pretty alright just afew questions which really made me think for quite some time hahaha! Yes and i'm proud to say that I've used my braincells today (DO I GET A COOKIE FOR THAT?!?! ;)) ohoh!! And not forgeting Chemistry. It went on .... OK. LOL!! But yeah I'm glad i finally got over chemistry !! yay!! Buttt !!! Tomoz is Physics :( well Gta study for it huh. I WILL I CAN I MUSSTT!! LMAO Righty. Thats about it.

You know whats funny? My parents are such weird people. My mum returned home all depressed and stuff, dad told me what happened and asked for my opinion expecting so badly me to side him and say Yes mum was wrong, butt i didnt! and he got all pissed off with me. :) hes still acting like a baby , throwing temptrums being jerky with me. I mean CMON!! grow up. I'm a chick i have the tendency to support my own kind. Pft. I'll get over it.

OKAY IM OVER IT !! :)

Howdy

2006-05-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

HOTT !!

2006-05-04T14:07:00.000+08:00

http://emotionalpunk.com/mp3/Edison_Glass-In_Such_A_State-EPCOM.mp3
check em out!! AWESOME STUFF.

AND

http://www.purevolume.com

A Reminder To Self

2006-05-02T17:43:00.000+08:00

Ephesians 3:20-21
Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask of think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church bye Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.
James 1:5
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him.
Philippians 4:6
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requestsbe made known to God;
2 Corinthians 12:9
And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakenss." Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Deuteronomy 8:23
And the LORD will make you the head and not the tail; you shall be above only, and not be beneath, if you heed the commandments of the LORD your God, which I command you today, and are careful to observe them.
Mark 9:23
Jesus said to him, "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes."
Matthew 21:22
And whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive.
Mark 11:24
Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.

Man!! Today i've made the most dumbest mistake ever!! which is to accidentally delete ALL of my songs on my comp DARNN!! :( but whateverr.. PTL the songs are still in the Ipod. X) 775 songs man i feel bad having so many songs LOL you must've thought dude this ladies just weird! To be truthful i am i admit it ! lol but yeah. STUDYY STUDYY STUDYY. This week is study mania! My goal is to hit over 20 hrs. Mwaha. I Can do all things! through Christ who strengthens me. Amen

The Deffinition Of Faith

2006-04-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

In the Old Testament, the word "faith"is used only two times:Once in describing children in wom there is no faith, and the other in Habakkuk 2:4. In the New testament, the word "faith is used approximately 240 times! In other words, faith is a topic of great intresst in the New Testament.

The Greek word for "faith" is pistis which means persuation and conviction. However, to fully understand the vast topic of faith, we need to look at the context it is used in the Scriptures, not just the world itself!
Heb. 11:1
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

ooo. Tiring day today :l but yeah awesome, laters i would still have to catch a movie. man. 8-) the days i don't wish to go out at all but have to LOL

Mae Suspension

2006-04-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

Love Mae!! They're a christian band

You Are Lord

2006-04-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

Although its blurrish but hey its good!

Praise The Lord!

2006-04-26T16:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i reached home pretty late actually very but hey it was all worthed it!! Prayer meeting was amazing!! My sprit man is all refreshed now haha. But yeah yesterday, before we left the hall David, Ferrah and I prayed for todays YI PM that there would be a strong presence of God, annointing of the Holy Sprit, that the Holy Sprit would help me in leading in worship and of the sharing of the word, a suitable place to hold the meeting annndd!! guess what!! It all came to past! Praise The Lord!! We had an awesome prayer meeting i feel so blessed haha. YI Revival group would grow to the number of 30 !! I beleive we can do it!! I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!! Amen! haha

POOP!!

2006-04-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

Today was the day my legs were being mean to me :( , the muscles were aching, i couldnt even bend haha. Well had to clear all my stuff under my desk today :l LOTS shoosh. My second home. Mdm Ray wanted to check everyone desk, u see ive cleared everything except a lunch box LOL, i was planning to clear it tomorrows as y'know had loads of books and files to carry home today. So she was checking through everyone's desk and she finally came to me i was standing trying to hide it but NOOOO it didnt work :( haha. IN THE END i had to bring it home pft. 8-) After school, i had to carry my paperbag filled with my files, my heavy bag and my BIG english black file, david and i went to the lockers and i helped him arrange his books init. Thank God!! it didnt take a long period of time haha, after arranging we walked over to the canteen it was the longest, slowest walk ever!! haha because firstly, my legs were aching. Secondly i had so many books and files to carry. David commented ilooked like a handicapped PFT. I WAS STILL WALKING !! after a few mins we finally reached the canteen, found a seat dropped everything i was carrying immediately on the table haha 8-) how strong and mighty Rachel is eh! but yeah was suppose to meet sahu for lunch. KK and Henzy joined me and ate our lunch. OMG SAHU WAS SHY !! haha ddint know guys were actually shy. PFT. but anyhoos had fun and went home with Kaikee. Apologies if my languge aint that proper because i'm getting lazy HAHA. Really cant be bothered anymores. Long-term aint for me dude.

OKOK!! RIDDLE OF THE DAY!!

What thing allows you to walk through walls?

Friday oh Friday Darls

2006-04-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

LOL!! woops i was just playing around with my webcam :) Fudge must feel rather awkward and think I'm some insane child. :P Although I'm 15 going 16 i have a heart of a child :'). Well today was AWESOME!! (say it in a duuude way) :P school was fun and i kept laughing!! LOL well David was too, during physics he had a laughing fit, lol it was horrible!! he tends to have it all the time during Friday's physics period. How very weird :P . School ended. And i had to go to the stuffroom and hand up some books to my english teacher, Mrs Ngoh and went off home and do some stuff winnie asked me too OMGDNESS!! I'm not guna type anymore LOL. Night arrived. I came on Msn and chatted with many people>< Sahu was telling me he saw me today and i was like WHATT i didnt see you! he explained i was too fast lol and he was just right behind me at the stuffroom. I cant believe i didnt realised he was LOL but anyhoosss I'm cranky. Guna end it here. SO LONG. hate it :( looks well long-winded. Bye!

My Second Day Of School! :D

2006-04-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

It's Tuesday! I just returned home and its raining cats and dogs yet again! It HAD to rain when i just alighted off the bus i took from school. :l So i was stuck there and was well stoning HAHA naa.. i was actually sitting there thinking.. Should i go or should i just wait for the rain to get lighter or sumat. In the end i went running home in the rain! haha it was fun and cold! got home soaking wet. Ugly sight. meh. LOL :) But thank God i wasnt struck by lighning THANK GODD!! X) . Ohoh i went home with this guy hes name is... OHMY i forgot >< LOL He was pretty fun and nice . OKAYY THATS ABOUT IT! :)